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<3 , carmela

You are my rock, if you jump I jump. Without you, living would be unbearable

I don’t know the exact time, date or place I fell in love with you, I just remember the feeling and how it doesn’t seem to get old.

I had this whole speech planned out in my head, repeating it over and over making sure not to leave anything out. I wanted it to hurt you, to make you feel like the worst person alive. Then when I faced you my mind blanked out, and my heart opened up. Even though pain from you was the first thing on my mind all these months, I knew there was no possible way I could hurt you like you did me. All I did was smile.

the world is gonna throw us a million reasons why this isnt going to work out between us. but im only armed with one reason why it will.. I love him.

maybe isn't a very good term ; maybe i could give up on you ; maybe i could stop & move on with my life, & maybe i can get over you; but maybe you can fall in love with me & maybe you can realize what you are in my eyes, & maybe, just maybe you can love me too

It's so weird, you know? How we always inevitably find ourselves wanting to run back to the ones we used to love, and for some reason we think it will work out differently the second time around..

I always wonder what's going through his mind when our eyes meet..

Sometimes people play hard to get.. cause they need to know the other person’s feelings are real

and when we were laying there.. not talking, just looking at each other, you weren't just looking at me.. you were looking into my soul.. and you still didn't turn away.and thats when i knew everything was going to be alright.

He looks around and finds her staring at him. Their eyes meet for just a second before she quickly turns away. He wonders why she is so quiet around him., afraid to look at him, so shy, yet so loud around "the Crowd". He begins to wonder if she, the girl who was his enemy years ago, has suddenly fallen for him. He hates to admit it but he wonders if he feels the same way.

i need that to be my escape... and you need me to be yours. you filled all the spaces i thought would always be missing. you finish all my sentences before they begin

I think that the longest silences are the ones with everything said

See, that's the thing about second chances. It's two people that are there for each other & support each other & care about each other no matter how much they want to deny it. It's about one person doing everything they can to make sure the other doesn't fall & vice versa. Second chances are about holding on to that other person's hand no matter how hard they beg to let go.

i'm not even going to get mad anymore. i just gotta learn to expect the lowest from the people, i thought the highest of

theres some hurts that will never get over. Over time, it exceeds but it still hurts. Cause hurt hurts.

[1]           Let’s play truth or dare. And I dare you to love me. -- Carmela!!

[2]           I sit here, trying to express my feelings in the simplest way possible, but I just can’t capture the essence with a few of my rambles. So let me tell you this: You mean more than every single definition of any single word that even scratches the surface of how much you are the person I am and who I’m going to become. I love you. Always Remember that. --Carmela!!

[3]           I woke up this morning and knew that I loved you more than ever. Sometimes I get scared that this feeling will slip away into something less than the wonderfulness it is now. So I’ve got a plan. Let’s capture how we feel right now and keep it forever.

[4]           you probably cant remember half the things i will never forget

[5]           you can call him whatever you want and make fun of him about how he looks and ask me why i love him so much; to tell you the truth im not sure why i love him so much except for the fact he makes me feel like the happiest person alive when im with him and thats all that matters.

[6]          I'm afraid that I'm not enough for you, and i never will be, and if I do this, you'll realize that you've grown way beyond me and I'm just going to to lose you again.

[7]          can't believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to make you stay, but one day it just got too hard and I saw what you really wanted was a life without me. So I gave up and now you're really gone. I wish I could make you come back..but tears, wishes, and reminiscing do nothing but make my heart break a little more.

[8]         I was outside barefoot. The only thing I could feel was my heart beating and the rain pouring down on me. All I ever think about is you

[9]          you had me. you had me 3 months ago & you left. It has nothing to do with me, it's about you, & it's always about you; what you need & what you want. you know, it seems that you only want me when you can't have me. You like the chase & that's all. So you know what, you can have it.

[10]         Every day I come up with a new reason to change myself... but when I think about it... The reasons always come back to pleasing you...

[11]         And I sit and listen to everyone else's love stories & I'm thinking to myself "wheres mine?"

[12]         "He makess me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of July"
--The Little Rascals (Carrocksxo submitted :])

[13]         sometimes I don’t like the way you react to things because you don’t know any other way to do so. Sometimes you talk a little too much, and seem like you care a little bit less. But all this babbling only leads to one conclusion. As much as I complain, you still seem to touch my heart. I’m in love with who you are, and nothing can change that.     --Carmela!!

[14]         after all this time...my heart still breaks when i hear your name. not because i love you, but because of all the things we left unfinished and unsaid.

[15]         those notes you've wrote me, i've kept it all </3

[16]         once you experience love, you never want to be without it, cause you find out that there is such a thing as being happy.

[17]         Dear you, I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you. Even though this is the best i can be. I'm sorry i have problems. I'm not perfect, please don't hate me. I'm sorry I gave you my love. I guess you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore out my heart and ripped it to peices. I'm sorry you broke my heart.. The sharp peices much have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared about you so much, when you forgot all about me.. I guess you were too busy caring about someone else. I'm sorry for putting you through everything, and it came out to nothing. I'm sorry for crying my eyes out when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you had to meet me and suffer through my un-wanted love. I'm really very sorry

[18]          Now ill write down every lie you ever told me. And ill shove all the pages down your throat so that you can use them on the next girl who thinks she's your world

[19]          This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after some other girl who won't ever care like you do.

[20]         The hardest part of a breakup is having to go through your notebooks and scratch out his name a hundred times. Having to throw away all the love letters he wrote. burning all the pictures of you two together.  and worst of all, going to see him one last time. Only to return his things to him.

Hey GUYS! Thanks for all the support you've been giving me lately. I have good news and bad news. Good news: I have 628 subscribers! Bad news: School is taking up a lot of my time, +family+friends+etc. So, i might take a little break. that's a MAYBE. Still not sure. Well as long as I'm here, gimme 25 comments and 685 subscribers for the next post :]. Well hope you guys enjoy this entry!

[1]            You’ve never doubted me, not for a second. You’ve always believed in me. It’s just that sometimes I um, I feel like you’ve created this perfect picture of who I am. This might sound silly, but I have this fear that one day you’ll finally you’ll get a good look at me and I’m going to disappoint you. You’ll see that I’m not as strong or as good as you think I am. And I’m afraid it’ll change the way you feel about me.

[2]            Maybe you have to be grateful for the time that you spend together, stop holding on to what could have been.

[3]            maybe my heart didnt really skip a beat. and maybe the twinkle in your eye was just the sun reflecting weird. and maybe that feeling in my stomache was just not having enough for breakfast. and maybe I just thought it was love

[4]           it’s not about love, it’s about what you’re willing to do for it.

[5]           there are times when i wanna be free, flirting & able to do whatever; yeah that's me. but then there are times when i get lonely. when i want someone to hug me, kiss me, simply love me

[6]          Maybe i made a huge mistake by going out with you. & maybe i was wrong to fall for you. but whatever i did wrong, the biggest mistake i made, was believing everything you said. By trusting you, i ended up giving you a piece of me, & letting you see a part of me that not many people do. i wore my heart on my sleeve just daring you to take advantage of my love. & you did.

[7]          When you're down i may not be able to pick you back up but i promise i'll be willing to lay right down next to you

[8]          it's okay to need each other. that's what makes us strong. that's what makes us human..

[9]         My theory is that if I kept my distance, maybe you would see what you were missing.

[10]         those feelings that' are the most painful are those
ones that nobody can explain, no quote can describe, and no tears or smiles can make them go away. they`re the ones that hurt the deepest the ones that last the longest and take forever to forget about.

[12]         I know I don’t see you a lot, but when I do, it hurts me. Not in the way you treat me or the way you make me feel, but the way you used to. I coulda sworn that there was still that tingling feeling between me and you. Sometimes I think I should just get away, but it’s not possible to just run from my fears; falling for you again. Maybe I shouldn’t say "again" because sometimes I think these feelings have always been there, somewhere lost inside. I wish it would just stay that way, instead of finding them over and over.        --Carmela ME

[13]         in my opinion, the worst possible feeling is wondering how things could have would have. & should have been

[14]         just because your perfectly happy with someone, it doesnt mean your past disappears because once you fall in love, your not supposed to fall out.

[15]         My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and you’re floating. Floating in midair. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes

[16]         you tell me not to talk to you,or look at you. you tell me to stay out of your life. well ill tell you somthing... i would if i could but i cant it would kill me if i did. yeah you have kicked me out of your life, but im not giving up that easily. im gonna try my hardest to stay in your life,wether you like it or not. i need you

[17]        even though you think at this very moment he couldn't possibly be thinking of you, he probably is.

[18]        Okay so not all guys are pains, not all of them suck. Some guys don't break girls' hearts. Some guys care. Some guys actually treat you like a person. Those are the guys that I'll wait for, the one that will show me that he's different...

[19]        There’s never an all she wants. It’s always "she needs this." "she needs that". Love is kinda like that for a girl. We don’t want love. We need it. It’s part of being a girl. We need kisses and hugs and holding hands and late night phone calls and random I love you’s. Everything else doesn’t matter as much; they’re just wants.          --Carmela ME

[20]        and for once I’m left speechless--nothing to say. i have no idea what to do. how can you just turn away? i want so badly to grab your arm and pull you into my kiss, but that won’t solve anything. i don’t know what i did to deserve this