today i talked to sarah on the phone for a half hour.
her voice made me realize just how much i miss her.
and as much as i may want to go back to when things were together, and things were simple, it will never be that way again.
sarahs left, and now im leaving, and i have to understand that this is another portion of life that is beautiful and wonderful and maybe a little scary, but its life.
...and then there were three. and soon there will be two. and ill be in france, half way across the world from not only sarah, but from the rest of my family. chelsea, nellie. courtney and amber. my parents. my step parents. good friends and great people.
sarah brought up the fact that although its going to be hard getting used to, being away from each other, the fact remains that its still us. and no matter what, we will continue this friendship that has been going so strong for so long.
but anyway, its already 2:00 and i havent done anything with my day and i feel awful and lazy. so im going to shower and get my visa application ready and do something with my life.
au revoir.
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