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Name: Timothy
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 5/28/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: lets see.. i am me.. thats pretty cool i like anime, techno, rock, a little metal. some emo at times.. a few country songs, some pop, hip hop, and a pinch of classical. i love boys, poetry, my ipod, music and movies of course, and i would rather stay in and just watch a good movie with someone i love.. than go out every friday night.. alchoholics and potheads are idiots... meaning i hate alchohol and drugs.. smokers annoy the living shit outta me. my favorite band is system of a down i have a dog named mia and i love her to death.. she is a brown deer head chihuahua and there is no cuter puppy out there. horror movies are my favorite and i have a bit of a slasher movie obsession. IAN SOMMERHALDER IS THE HOTTEST MAN ALIVE! i have a neish fetish.. and for thos of you who do not know what that is.. its a glasses fetish.. i do not care how ugly you are.. glasses.. make you 10 x hotter and thats the truth.. i am quiet and shy at first.. but once you get to know me i am the coolest person EV
Expertise: BOYS! IPODs, ART, ANIMATION! POETRY!, MOVIES, and television/videogames
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 11/11/2005

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

VERY long time since i last wrote in here.. haha

 

did you all miss me!?

 

umm alot of stuff has happened.. but i dont feel like typing it.. so i will give a shorthand version.

 

christian got a job. he loved his job for the first 3 days.. he now despises his job and wants to kill his manager.. he almost got fired sunday.. and thats all with that.. he will be quitting wednesday i think. which he shouldnt do.. cuz he has a ticket for running a redlight to pay.. a tickett for skipping school to pay.. and a 285 dollar phone bill to pay.. PLUS he is signed up for an account with aol now.. so if he quits.. he will be in serious trouble.. he is also getting his lisence friday.. good for hims

 

i havent seen autum in FOREVER.. god i miss her.

matt will be comming home for thanksgiving so that will be freakin sweet.. he will probably be here the day after though.. so thats cool

sparkman is comming in for thanksgiving too and we are supposed to hang out or something.. that should be funteresting..

i have been looking for jobs.. STILL no one will hire me.. so i am pretty much waiting around till january so i can at least go to school. that will be awsome.

 

me and david started an art myspace.. if you want to go check out the site. and our work.. its www.myspace.com/uberart its got tons of our art, poetry, paintings, animations, photography, and we can design tattoo's too.  its not done yet.. but its getting there..

 

also. i have been drawing ALOT lately.. i finally found my inspiration i needed and his name is david.. he keeps pushing me to be creative and when i am around him.. it works!. lol my sketch pad is almost half full now.. and i got it when me and tammy were still friends about a year and a half ago..

speaking of tammy.. she works at our family bank now. i havent seen her yet.. but christian and my mom did.. they didnt say anything.. thats cool and not cool at the same time.. i dont know.. we havent been friends for about a year and 3 months now or something.. we stopped talking in september of 05.. and its november of 06 now. thats a looong time.

i got news from jordon.. but i dont know what it means yet.. he sent me a message, the first one after he had moved to eidenberg texas.. i hadnt heard from him in 3 months.. and then he sent me a message to see how i was doing and  stuff.. and at the end was like.. p.s. i am staying in athens.. WTF? i dont know what that meants. he should have elaborated on that more.. is it temporary.. permanant? i dunno..

jordan heinrich.. might be comming back for christmas.. thats all i will say on that? i dont even know if its for certain yet or not.. and even if it is.. if i will be able to see him.. i miss him though.

ryan closed down his myspace.. that sucked

i saw bobby for the first time in like 3 months on friday.. he came over to show me his newly buffed body.. sooo hot. i love that kid lol. and it was fun seeing him for a while.. he is gunna be moving out of his house soon to an apartment in arlington.. and he is quitting school for a while.. MEANING.. that he probably wont be moving away to washington anytime soon lol thats AWSOME! we have been friends for going on 4 damn years.. did you guys know that.. i was shocked.. geeeze where the hell did time go... and me and jordan have almost been friend for 6 years.. thats the longest a friendship has ever lasted with me.. me and jordon will have know eachother a year come next month.. thats a bit scary.. you blink and a year just flew by... it makes you think.. that life is very short.. and you should be doing something.. yeah... anyway

i hung out with michael and christian all weekend.. man we had some fun. and i got to go see my nikki! and i kind of know where she lives now.. and we are supposed to go hang out soon. i love my nikki!

chrissy has a new boyfriend.. his name is kevin.. we are still friends.. and we will stay friends.. he was just too young for me.. but one day in the future. we might just try again.. i freakin love that kid to death. lol <3 and i miss him cuz he hasnt called me all weekend! GRRRRR

chris topher and samantha! refuse to see me ever. lol but its cuz i never call anyone.. I MISS YOU GUYSES!! well not chris so much as sam cuz i saw chris last weekend haha.. but i havent seen sam in like 3 weeks! POO ON THAT!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

i finally beat my game.. FINALLY! and now.. i am the best at it and no one can hold me! MUAHAHAHAHAH!

umm i havent heard anything from my tori in a while.. she might be dead i think?? lol TALK TO ME SOMETIMES HOE!!

speaking of not hearing from people.. where the hell are you benna!?? i called you like.. a month ago.. and you were busy.. and supposed to call me back.. and you never did! are you alive??? i hate when my friends die without me knowing about it.. it saddens me cuz i miss them.. call me you fool!

and  just for the record..i havent talked to kaya in forever.. which is an awsomely good thing. we sent a few e-mails back and forth.. cuz she kept sending me this stupid email that was like. "blahblahblah please join this and help me get free stuff" and i was like.. wtf.. cuz i got it like 10 times.. so i sent her an email telling her to stop sending it to me..and she got all krunk so i put her in her place and we havent talked since..

my room is semi complete.. i just need to redo the floors..

and i should have my cell phone back within the next month or 2.. THANK GOD!.. i miss it..

and lastly.. thanksgiving is this week. on thursday.. and there will be food.. LOTS OF IT... all in which.. i will not touch.. cuz i am still losing weight.. and i have lost alot. lol.. i fit into some shirts i havent been able to wear in years!!! and that inspires me to work out and diet again... and it helps to get compliments from people you know.. who notice without you even tellling them anything.. thats a nice confidence boaster as well. lol soo i will eat some macaroni and a piece of punkin pie! and thats prolly it. i need to continue getting smexy.. i have a way to go still.. but when your clothes are swallowing you and or falling off of you.. i think its time to get a new wardrobe.. which i DESPERATELY NEED!

and finally.. the nintendo wii is out.. and by god i want it.. i am asking for it and a digital camera for christmas.. i should get both. they are not expensive lol. and i went small this year.. cuz everyone on earth is poor and christmas is gunna suck. so we are all downgrading our presents.

 

OH OH OH!! and also.. i need new shoes.. i LOVE MY BLACK VANS AND PINK SHOELACES!! I LOVE UM TO DEATH!!! but.. they are about a year old now.. and i need new ones.. so i will have a funeral for them soon..

hmmm lets seee..  i think that about covered everything.. and surprisingly.. that was the shorthand version.. and its still long as hell!

oh yeah.. there is this one guy who seems to be really cool, were gunna hang out when he gets back from cali soon. his name is josh. i think we will get along great haha..

 

and i will leave you guys off with saying..

I LOVE!

DAVID DANIEL LAWRENCE!
CHRIS-TOPHER WILLIAMS!
SAMANTHARINA!
NIKKI SERRATO!
AMANDALOPE MARTINEZ!
WILLIAM ROBERT BENJAMIN BAUER!!!
CHRISSY LEE FOLSOM!
ROBERT MICHAEL OBANION!
RYAN FINCHER 11!!
JORDAN MICHAEL HEINRICH!
JORDON SHAWN SIMPSON!
JONATHAN SPARKYMAN!!
MATIAS JOSEPH GONZALES!
AUTUM BRIANNE GILLEY!
CHRISTIAN MATTHEW VEGA!
MICHAEL ANTHONY VEGA!!
VICTORIAMOS MCDONALS!!
MONICA J NAPIER!
WILLY HILTON!!
AND JOSHY LOFTY!!! cuz he is special like that haha



i guess thats all..

 

I LOVE EVERYONE! AND I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE HAPPY AND SAFE HOLIDAYS!

 

-Tim


Friday, October 27, 2006

FUCK ANIME!

INUYASHA!..

 

 

was my favorite anime of all time..

 

it was so interesting.. well drawn.. WONDERFUL STORYLINE!...

 

BEAUTIFUL ANIMATION!

 

relateable charachters..

decent amount of episodes..

 

and constantly had you guessing and comming back for more..

 

well .. it ended tonight..

 

 

HORRIBLY..

 

it didnt even end..

 

they just said..

 

oh as long as there is a path before us.. we will continue to hunt naraku..

 

W T F IS THAT MOTHERFUCKING COCK ASS BULLSHIT!!!

 

 

OMG!!

 

you would think they would have the brains to end off such an amazing show.. by actually ending it.. but no.. they leave you with a giant cliff hanger.. there better be a fucking movie or something that no one knows about..

 

i have never been so pissed before in my life

 

 

so in closing..

 

thats 2 dissapointing endings to 2 of my favorite shows..

 

yugioh.. and now inuyasha..

 

i leave you with this quote..

 

FUCK ANIME.. for realz yo.


Monday, December 12, 2005

 

Top secret.

i'll need a password please.



 


OK!


So, heres the thing...

Im not "A BITCH"

Im... "THE BITCH"

I dont keep secrets.

Especially NOT YOURS!

Tell me your business..,

I'll WHORE IT OUT!

i hate pretty much everything.. and everyone..

i love.. almost nothing and no one..

my heart is a hard place to get into..

if i find you worthy.. you will be in it forever... there is no way out..

DONT ASK QUESTIONS!! I WILL TURN THEM ON YOU

My personality is my ultimate WEAPON,

my words are my amunition..

Im soft on the eyes and hard on the ego

I'll draw you in, on only your trust,

and then when the time comes that you screw me over.. i will break it.. along with you..

let it be known that i WILL be your BEST worst ENEMY

and your WORST.. BEST "friend"..

I say what i want...

i dont care who it offends..

i do as i wish..

if i like you.. you'll know it.

if not.. you better stay away from me..

i can be the boy with the heart of gold..

or the man with the heart of steel...

i make fun of everyone and everything..

including myself.. cuz NO ONE is perfect..

i will critisize your every move..

and always throw in my 10 cents..

weather you want to hear it or not..

and no matter how much i seem like i do

i dont care about you..

unless i talk about you constantly...

My only fear is LONLINESS but im facing it RIGHT NOW so FUCK WITH ME, and I WILL put you in your place

FRIENDS COME AND GO,

DONT ACT LIKE I NEED YOU!.. cuz you would only be lying to yourself..

Why have a boyfriend?,

thats obligation that i cant keep

Its not that im afraid of commitment, im commited enough to making ME happy
 
Dont expect me to flatter you..,

if i do... its just to get what i WANT

if you find me ENTICING, welcome to my fan club


if not.. your better off without me..


Ps.... I OWN YOU!

get over it..

 

i'll keep on rollin down this road.

but i've got a bad bad feelin...

it's gunna take a long  time to learn, its gunna take a lot to hold on..
it's gunna be a long way to happy!!..

yeah


liftin the pieces that you broke me into, torn above but now i've got to,
keep on rollin like a stone.. cuz it's gunna be a long long way to...

now i dont miss hell, and i cant feel a thing..
but dont worry bout  regret or guilt, cuz i never knew your name!
i just wanna thank you.. thank you.. from the bottom of my heart..
for all the sleepless nights.. and the tearin me apart..


it's gunna take a long  time to learn, its gunna take a lot to hold on..
it's gunna be a long way to happy!!..
liftin the pieces that you broke me into, torn above but now i've got to,
keep on rollin like a stone.. cuz it's gunna be a long long way to... HAPPY!

                                  ~pink

 

 

now.,. turn around... and walk away... SLOWLY...



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