Will there ever be anything that is worth the risk of my heart, or will it always be alone in this cold dark life?  With no one here to listen to my pleas for help!  Here I lie on my face once again, waiting for that one chance to prove, that one live to live, for that one true love!

I am just trying to stay alive far from your deceitful lies, no matter how much I wish them to be true.  You say you care, you say you love, but we both know that you are incapable of these emotions.  For you can't keep your eyes from yourself, to possibly see someone else. Well now I am done trying to seek out your eyes.  I quit searching for your love! But why is it that I just look for it through someone else?

why am i here again? this is right where i started from. here i am all alone in the dark with no one worth risking the light inside. i'm so tired of the lie i live. im so sick of the fake smiles you give. i cant wait for this pain to finally stop, to abandon me like all else has. but most of all i am just ready for this life to end

i cry out but no one is left to hear me. i scream for help but no one is there to care. here is the dagger so go ahead and shove it in my back and no one will ever be the wiser.

i dont know what to think. i dont know how to act. please just please stay out of my head. i thought i was doing ok, i thought i was actually starting to make it though until u showed up. u didnt really say anything but then again u never really had to. u had ur chance dont act like it was my decision for this to happen. im sorry i couldnt make u love me but whatever. just dont pretend that i wanted things to turn out this way because u of all people should know that this is the last thing that i wanted!

There i was in my world of darkness where i stayed searching for the light that i thought was out there. seeking but never finding until you came along and showed me that it had always been there, that all i had to do was open my eyes to see it, to see that you were standing right in front of me just waiting for me to finally see you.