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Saturday, July 19, 2008

Long time no talk

Hey girls,

Sorry its been so long. Just been so busy with crazy drama and starting my new job. I did finally brake 144 and I am now jumping around in between 142 and 144. I really want to start working out in the morning and at night every day. Its so possible with my work with me going in at 10am and getting off at 6pm. I am not really worried about I eat anymore. Its just I want to workout me to keep a good looking body.

OMG and I found out that my ex boyfriend is totally missing me now and he said he would like to try to keep in tuch even thought he knows I have a boyfriend. He said he dose not want to get in the middle but with him you cant believe that.

Friday, July 04, 2008

I am stuck

I am like stuck at 144lb. The only thing that really changes is my %fat. I just really need to start working out hard. If you all have any tips please let a girl know. Ttyl

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Time to get back into the Game

Well, Hello ladies,

Sorry for the non-updates its just I have been sick the last few days and didn't fell like updating for there was nothing really much to say. But I must say my intake was pretty good the last few days other then last night and some of today. But that was totally fixed with the laxs. I took last night before I went to bed. Some of what I eat last night was up and gone this morning and mostly all of what I had to eat today is gone from when I last went to the restroom. So I am filling good and empty right now. LOL Sorry for all the talk about my poop.

Now that I am feeling better, I really want to start getting weight down. I want to loss at less a pound a day and be in the 130's by next week. I just really need to put in hard work, hard work, hard work.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Everyone is going THIN

Hello Ladies,
Well all this good with me and Jonathan. He picked me up last night and took me out to eat and we really got to talk about the whole thing. So he will not be not be talking to her to help her get back to God he is just going to let his friend do it. It is for the best for her and us for bassed off of what she said to him on the phone, I KNOW she still has feelings for him.

So I am so happy that is behind me and him and that we are back on good standings.

But yea, I found one of my old room mates on face book and she is so thin now. Like truly everyone is tring to get thin or is already thin and once was not. But it so make me want to work harder for it she can do it I can too.

This is her back when she was in school with me (around the same size I am now):

And here she is now about year after the last pics.

She looks great now! I LOVE how you can see how much thinner she is even in her face. I think my face is so fat.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Uurrrrr...MEN

Hey girls,

I hope you all are doing better then me. This whole thing with Jonathan and his ex has so massed up things with me and him. We were doing so so so well these last few months just everything has been perfect and now she has to try and come back in to his life.

The whole thing just messes up my head and I couldn't sleep last night and I am not a fan of food at all today (the only good thing to come out of this, I REALLY look thin today).

So yea, I totally flipped out last night and ended up calling him at like 2am and we went back and forth till like 5am. With me hanging up on him like 2 times and him calling me back. So the short story to the whole conversation was me being confessed, angry, REALLY ANGERY, sad, and then so not caring and saying I give up. So pretty much I made him feel like shit!!!!

But please don't get me wrong, I was not upset about him talking to her but more the fact that he told me that he want to keep talking to her though in the past he said he would never want to. So I have no problem with him wanting to help her last night but I do have on with him changing his mind on me just after having one conversation with the girl.

But HEY I am down to 144 with 30%fat today and hope to be even less tonight.

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Well he is on his way to come get me. I have no idea what we are going to do. This should be intersting LOL. What can I say I need my own TV show called "VaBeach.........The east side of Laguna Beach but just as much drama!"