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| random venting.So, they said that in high school, you realize who your true friends are. They said that you'd lose your old friends, and gain new ones. In middle school, when people told me this, I was terrified. I thought that my friends and I would remain friends forever, and nothing could tear us apart. Come the end of middle school, I was so sad because some of my good friends were going to Scripps. I thought we'd keep in touch and everything -- never happened. And freshman year, I realized that it wasn't so bad to lose those friends. I guess because they never really impacted my life to the point where I'd make an effort to keep in touch with them. Life goes on, and unlike the cliche, "Some things are easier said than done," this was easier done than said. I feel I got along fine without my middle school friends. Come sophomore year, I truly realized whom I should stay away from. It's not that I want to completely lose contact with them, but I learned that they're not someone I should run to when I have a dilemma. I learned that secrets are not so secret with this person. This person is still stuck in middle school, where the words "confront", "talking shit", and "fighting" were used often. It's stupid. Everybody talks shit, and you shouldn't go around confronting people acting like you've never said a damn thing about anybody. This person still does that, and my friends and I realized that she's still stuck in that middle school phaze. We don't like it; it's not cool anymore. It's annoying. I thought that this person would always be there for me, until an extremely personal secret leaked from her mouth. Then I realized that I should probably stay away from her. I couldn't, however, because every time I tried to stay away from her, she came right back and expected me to forgive her, always. I can't do that anymore. My life was in no way better with her. I can't depend on her, and I don't know how to tell her without her starting shit. What I'm saying is, you really do find out who your true friends are in high school. Don't fear it, welcome it, because it might be for the better. | | |
| hello. updating just because. ok bye :] | | |
| recap;
star wars.
yep. i watched it.. haha. well before i did all that.. wednesday was pretty coool. i got to school around 6:30... which is hella early for me to get there. i had to go early for dance. blah i was there alone until like 6:45 then the rest of the dance team started showing up. we practiced our dances a littlee.. then the bell rang. everyone went to class 'cept the dance team. hm. then like at 7:45 the dance team left for ericson. darn i missed that school. haha yeah that was my elementary (: yup. k then.. after the ericson performances we went back to school. then once we got to school we asked ms. holm if she could take us to tapioca heaven. we drove there but nooo.. it was closed >_< .. then.. we tried going bobalicious.. but noo.. that was closed too. that sucked. haha. k then finally we went to starbucks. everyone got something. then after starbucks we went back to wangenheim. chilled around campus for an hour. then we went to miramar college across the street. we performed there cohs of there lil' filipino festival thingy. at miramar was the best performace. well atleast i think so, 'cause we were really energetic and the crowd and music was loud. yeeep. then we left for mason and hage. mason first, then hage. deng elementary kids look so small.. compared to when i remember when i was in elementary everyone was all taller then me. haha. we got back to school around the end of 6th period. lol it was fun. we just chilled until school was over.
intresting part...
okay.. after school i went to edwards cinemas to visit my brother since he's camping out at the movies and shit for star wars. yeep. soo my bro and his friends were there and shit. i stayed with them. around 3 in went with my brother's friends to party city and in-n-out. i felt like a fatass. hahah no one else got food 'cept me. lol oh welll. when we got back to the movies my brother and his friends all ate my food. haha k then around 4:40 we had a bbq right in front of the movies. haha it was so cool. we were the first people in line all barbecuing and shit. haha. the food was good. oh yeesss. k then i saw all these people dressed up in costumes. haha it was so cool.. if you were there you'd say the same. they're costumes looked like they just came out of filming. haha. alright anyways.. i fell asleep after a while. then more news people started showing up. hah we had a darth vador helmet and some news castor asked if he could borrow it in exchange of star wars collectable coins. haah we were like alright then! haha so he borrowed it. anyways.. after that.. around 6 we started cleaning up since the line was getting really long. we had the most stuff and we were the first group to get cleaned up. haha while we were cleaning up my mom called.. she wanted me to go home so i did. while i was at home i took a shower. went back to the movies. the huge ass line for star wars wasn't outside anymore, it was inside right out of the theatre. i went inside.. played killer.. ddr.. all that. then finally after a while.. we went inside the theatre. haha since my bro & his friends were first in line for this whole thing we ran inside and wanted the best seats. and we did get the best seats. haha after everyone who was in line was in the theatre.. people started bringing out beachballs and shit. omfg it was so fun. there's too much shit that went to i'm too lazy to type it all out. it was crazy. ahah so much damn fun. k then finally after a long ass time of waiting.. (monday night 10:30 to thursday morning 12:01am) the movie started. oh yes. haha oh yeah! before all that around 11:30pm david and vivan came. yep (: i got to kick it with my babeee<3 and and grandaughter. k anyways.. movie started.. best part was the last 45 minutes of the whole movie. damn it was crazy.. haha k i got home around 3. knocked straight out. woke up at 6am. was hella sleepy at school. 3 hours of sleep isn't good enough for someone named snoozy. haha alright. that's all about wednesday through thursday.
friday; today was fun. woke up around 6:30. got to school late. went to 1st period. 2nd period my band class went to the elementary schools to perform. there was only like 4 people in my class. after 2nd period cjsf qualified members went to sea world. oh shit it was so fun.. i'm so lazy to type it all. haha well that's alll.. byeeee. | | |
| hahaha oh my gosh. after school today, i went to visit my brother&his girl& his friends at the movies. 'cause they're camping out in front of the movies until 12:01am thursday morning. haha guess why? well.. they're doing it just to watch starwars 3. how weird. they're not even hardcore starwars fans. haha they're doing it for the fun. actually, when david& i went to visit them, it was pretty fun (: .. even though most of the time we just sat there and did nothing it was still pretty cool. my brother has like 3 tents set up for him and his friends. it's so cool. hahaha if you go to visit edwards cinema anytime in mira mesa, and you see some tents near the right hand side, it's my brother. haha when i got there my brother's girlfriend said that they got interviewed by channel 8 news. that is so cool. haha i wish i could stay with then but nooo. i got schoool. fucking school. i wish i could ditch.. jk (: .. but tomorrow the whole day i'ma be out with the dance team doing performances. oh well. i'll visit them again tomorrow. alright that's all for now. byeee <3 | | |
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