No matter how little I set out to leave myself to be disappointed, I still manage to bury myself in the crappy reality at the lack of my confidence and the shitty outcomes of my ventures. I am done being the victim. I ge…

A 6 month hiatus is a bit too long if you ask me. I always seems that take these most inopportune times to be writing in this log of mine, but it pains tme to think that I would require anytime off of venting or catalog…