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Why do we go day by day and not really think about God?

I have not really read my Bible in about 2 years. I use it when there is a need or I am forced to look up scripture. It used to be a struggle for me to read my Bible but it is not even that anymore. I know it all I guess. How can I be so foolish? So basically the struggles have become an after thought there is no more struggling because i choose to ignore it. I have chosen to push it aside and not focus on them. How is it that i do not care that I am not reading the Bible? How did I get to this *#%&#@! point!? I am a Christian! Why do I not feel like one? This is my ultimate struggle. I am tired of being comfortable with where I am at in my life. I want to be uncomfortable for once. I want to be challenged. Wow, that is really scary to think what could happen. What am I asking? Being comfortable is uncomfortable. I hate the feeling of being ok with life. I never want to be ok with life.

Are you comfortable? What are we to do?