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Meet Geraldine, or Gerri, another niece of mine. Active 3 year old with the mind of an adult and the voice of an old lady. Her mom (my cousin)'s 1/2 Portugese, and together with the granny, cook amazing food. All thank…
Deeper

It is as if the more I explore, the more I discover. Without a guide, it is somewhat overwhelming. Listening to Manha de Carnaval at this hour (2am) does hypnotize the soul. Granted, I do not know what is being sung, it…
I just discovered abouta month ago that I have two nieces that I did not know of - Minaho and Momiji. I don't know how Momiji looks like but Minaho's insanely cute. So that will be ten nephews and nieces so far. Being…
Vinicius de Moraes wrote - "Sadness has no end; happiness does." And with those words of his, I am in a limbo. I do not know how to decipher the meaning behind it. If having an end to happiness, does it mean that happin…
From inside the unknown

All my life, I love the colour purple regardless of shade (lavender, lilac, whatever). It did not remind me of royalty, as a kid I did not know. To me it was calming and when I was ten, I wished that the night sky woul…
Tracy's Final Performances in Malaysia

...until I return to the country at the end of the year, that is. 'Musical Drama' at Le Meridian - for a pharmaceutical company's private function.Friday, 20th January 20068.30pmClosed function My Solo Recital - alongs…
Proceed with caution

It's less than a month into the new year and already I'm depressed. I use that word very very sparingly. Especially on myself. All the packing and planning to move away from familiarity. All that pressure of keeping that…
Returning

I'm looking back at times where things went wrongFelt like we were all falling apartWrong judgements, wrong decisions made when we're youngCan't we compromise now for a start No more runningNo more cryingNot gonna hide …
Kiss today goobye and point me toward tomorrowWe did what we have to doWon't forget, can't regret What I did for love There IS a reason why they sung it in A Chorus Line. I'd get choked up if I had to sing it too.
Breathing fire

I really do not like it when things do not go according to plan. When I am already mentally prepared to take the plunge, someone crops up to pull me back. Do you know how frustrating that is? I know it is with best inten…
I love pain

one piano and vocal arrangement...one yet-to-be-known arrangementone voice+piano composition to a poem...one private function gig/musicalone solo singing recital one mountain of clothes/books/shoes/misc. to be stuffed i…
The Aftermath

Of course I had a hangover. (and had to make an apology to my liver) Thanks again to Yin for a night to remember.Everyone for taking care of me.Kent and Joel for carrying me.Reggie for sitting with me at the throne.Yin …
Shangri-la-la-la-la-la...

7:18pm It's a gathering of the alcoholics tonight (minus one) Every variety of liqour in sight The shower was emancipating So many nozzles, so exciting We'll drink and dance our naked selves under the moonlight …