Long time no see!

His eyes, that's where hope lies that's where blue skies meet the sunrise.

Everything is just fine.

I want some oreos and milk :(

School is halfway over. By far sophomore year is the worst, but I'm surviving none the less. Grades are good, all A's.  No me gusto Espanol.  Art's a little slow, I'm too much of a perfectionist and procrastinator for that class.  Don't get me wrong I absolutely love drawing and whatnot, but I want to do creative pieces on my own time. I guess I'm just in a rut, with everything else I don't have time to enjoy it.

Swimming will be over in a few more weeks also. We're currently undefeated, but apparently that might change tuesday when we swim clinton massie. They're the only team we lost against last year.  I love the sport most of the time but the people this year are like ticking time bombs. Hypocritical captains, just plain old meanness. And I'm not making myself out to look like the perfect girl on this team at all. Heck me and Kirsti might as well be the most hated out of us. I make mistakes, sorry, but I don't regret them [most of the time]. Quite frankly it's not even the slightest bit fun this year.

Tigerette mini dance camp is next week. I had a dentist appointment so I don't know all the dance we're doing but I'll catch on. I'm very interested in how many girls we will get. We don't know what we are going to wear. Mostly everyone wants to wear our uniforms but we can't wear our boots. They might ruin the nice floor. So we have a shoe issue.

I'm not afraid i just like to use my night light

It's all kinds of cold outside but where is the snow? Obviously not here. I think i'm going to take a walk today, whenever I get home. I'm in Loveland at my mommy's. I can't remember that last time i just walked with no destination in mind. The only route I've know for the past months is the one from my house to the school. Maybe I won't come back. Yeah right, after 2 minutes I'll feel like a retard, be cold and go back inside.

The sky looked amazing last night. At least from my view. I've been to the movies a lot lately.
P.s I love you was amazing... [thank you Matthew]. 
I am legend was also really  really great [thanks Demi & Lacie].
Juno  was good too and 27 dresses, cute, slow but cute, I liked it [once again thanks Matt]!  
The last two I went to with mister Matthew Shonkwiler, my art teacher Miss Duncan happened to be there. Same time, same movie, same theater, one row difference. My mom want me to go on a double date with Casey and Liz. talk about awkward, all me and my brother do is yell at each other.

winter just isn't my season

Have a great martin luther king day.  ♥ Caitlynn marie

His eyes, that's where I go when I go home.

I'm supergirl & I'm here to save the world, but who's gonna save me....

I'll go ahead and let you know this has no organization what so ever.
I haven't felt too good this week.
We practiced for thriller at lunch time today, got nothing done really, I'm the only sophomore girl, the rest are all seniors.
There's a soccer game occurring at the moment somewhere so, Good luck to them!!

The chem test went horrible, no one got an A or B. I came out with a 72[D]. He let us retake it and I got a 86 [B] the second time around and have a 94 average in that class at the moment. Which is fine with me since only 3 people have an A average.I'm pretty sure i'm doing great with all my classes excluding English. I HATE ENGLISH CLASS!!!!!! Hago mejor en clase de espanol dos.

We are doing so much in tigerettes. We have to know 4 dances perfectly by next Friday. We are practicing every day after school next week. Which Isn't the best news concerning crosscountry. I can't really practice on my own, I have no motive to do it. I tried to practice yesterday on my own but it didn't turn out too well. I started picking flowers and not a whole lot of running was really involved. I know I'm going to be disappointed in my time on Saturday because I haven't truly practiced since Monday. I will tomorrow since I don't have tigerette practice, but that won't do much. I want to get so much better and be able to do all this stupid shit I'm involved in, but I find it much more fun to procrastinate and then I fail at it all. I can already since sophomore year being my worst.

I feel like crap.
I slept for 10 hours last night.
Pictures were taken today. I was pretty much out of it the entire day. I don't like Thursdays very much.
Next Thursday should be amazing though.... I hope.
I wanted to do something for my birthday but my next few saturdays are taken up.....UC Band day, Homecoming, McClain Band festival thingy, Opening night....
Speaking of, I have practice for these boots on Sunday
We go to Cederville saturday for our crosscountry meet. I've never ran there so I'm not sure what to expect. Last saturday there were a cazillion hills with names like roller coaster, agony, kamikaze, and, suicide. Kelly was sick so I was a loner.
We play London tomorrow, last time for our first show thank goodness. I don't wanna rock and roll any more nights. We start the Beatles show next week. they are/were pretty rad.

My mom is very upset that she doesn't get to see me much.. I usually go to her house on the weekends. With everything else I have going on that doesn't seem very likely to happen soon.

Fair week was very unproductive.
That was a while ago.
hmph
Not really though
wow.
I've listened to the consequence of sounds by Regina Spektor nonstop for the past week it seems. I absolutely love her songs. I'm pretty sure I know all the lyrics to all of them, They're amazing.

There's a pretty little oreo shake calling my name ( a few nasty dishes also :[ )
so as my spanish teacher, Mister Meredith Massey would say, I'm gonna bounce.

I wanna dance with somebody..

It's been really hot lately. really really hot.

I went to a Hi-Y officer meeting/cookout today. Much needed fun occurred. I thought it'd be all boring and long, but not so much. We did the whole organizing dates thing and then we played dance dance revolution. Also we didn't cookout, we ate inside it was really good. Fruit pizza yum! Erin got all kinds of soyjoy bars.

Yesterday was extremely long. Woke up at 6:30, didn't shower, didn't care. I was just going to get all nastied up anyways. Traveled off to Wilmington watched the jr high run and before I knew it I was at the staring line, Kelly at my side, staring at a stranger with a cap gun. The hardest race that comes to mind. I ran a 27.02 and finished 94 of 187. I finished the exact middle runner. Thank goodness for Keith and Kelly, because of them the ride home was amazing. Everyone beside us were pretty much pleased with the way things ended yet we were the ones singing songs and enjoying the journey back home.

Come on Eileen by dexy's midnight runners is the cross country theme song.... be jealous.

I think I threw my I-pod away, I don't know what I'll do if I cant listen to my music but maybe now I can get a new one.

I got a call hours after I got home informing me of the latest greenfield tragedy, in which I know you're all aware of by now. Casey didn't really say anything. It'll be much more different for him tomorrow than it will for me. He had like 4 classes with Hannah. I barely knew her. My mind tried to link everything possible to something else. I said some pretty stupid stuff. We took flowers down to the crash site today. Seeing all the glass, plastic pieces in the tree, and tire marks in the dirt and around the tree was more than overwhelming.
I just saw a picture of the crash and its awful, it hit right on the driver side and wrapped around

The first week of school was alright.
no classes with Matt or Sam;
1 class with Shelby, Kirsti, Keith, Kelsey & Nick;
2 classes with Taylor, Tracy, Jen & Erin;
And 3 classes with Orrin.
I absolutely am hating art class. It sucks, one of the only things I had to look foward too & I hate it. TV & radio its turning out fantastic though. I don't know what I'm going to do for fair week, I never go to the fair.
My spanish teacher reminds me of mr rogers, he speaks 6 languages, including french :] And I'm still Natalia

The football game went well Friday. We lost, but the band did pretty good. I sense a long season. i didn't go to the dance afterwards it felt a little pointless and stupid on my behalf considering I had to run 3.1 miles the next morning.

Homecoming is soon......... kind of.
I've found some dresses I want but they're all on websites so I'd have to order it and there's a chance when I get it, it might not fit or be in poor condition.
I haven't been asked yet.... but there is this one really cute boy I had in mind :]

I thought id end this entry a little cheesy, and put in a little thanks to the people who really do matter.[even if only 3 or 4 of them see this]

Demi- peas && carrots. wow.
Orrin- I'm very interested in seeing how Tv & radio goes. And even though I'm abusive and you can be a meanie I wouldn't trade our cracked up distorted pea pod for anything.
Kirsti- Art is going to be so different, but I might just survive with you in there.
Taylor- We both can't stand mr gosset, which makes for some pretty funny jokes.
Shelby- What would I do without my Penguin.
Tracy- Algebra is completely awesome with you, I have a feeling we are going to become very close again.
Keith- If it wasn't for you (&kelly) I wouldn't be running crosscountry, you're pretty much awesome.
Erin- World studies is really boring but I can see you making it more enjoyable. As for chem I'm not sure that class needs anymore interesting, it needs to be mice less.
I saved the corniest one for last.
Matthew- Summer was great, I complained about not seeing you that much, but now schools starting and I don't have a single class with you. You've never been anything less then amazing towards me. It's only been 6 1/2 months but I can honestly say I love you. It's amazing to be able to say anything and know you aren't thinking I'm insane. I've never felt so comfortable around anyone.

I couldn't be happier with the friends I have. I thought I'd let you all know you extremely important to me && thanks for everything. Every memory worth remembering involves one of you. You're all completely amazing.

Caitlynn [has left the building]

Happy August...

"Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me"-drops of jupiter[that one band]

Currently 19 days till school starts and decreasing faster then ever.

It doesn't feel like it's this close.

           but it is.

on the other hand that means fall is coming.
my most favoritest season of all
y mi cumpleanos.[I've got a while for that]

I keep forgetting about this thing......
plus I find it some what pointless since all my friends on here pretty much know what's going on in my life or don't care; but hey it's not like I have anything else to do.

BAND CAMP started Monday.....
boy does it get hot out there.
Woah buddy!

I'm pretty sure I don't particularly like a great percentage of the tigerettes. In certain cases it's best to keep things to yourself, some of them don't understand my philosophy....
The tigerettes got a choreographer to help with our dances, to give them a little flavor and spice compared to what we've been doing for the past 70 years. Our feature for One way or Another is.... "bodacious"
he he  : ]
The band is picking up the pace and the tempo is much faster then what they usually do. Makes is slightly more difficult but much much MUCH better then last year, especially when we did jump in the line, gee talk about slow. I should probably stop there before they get offended and make it faster then my little legs can go, bearing in mind that anyone who would read this *excluding orrin* is in band
We perform for people Friday[which means parents, other family members, & friends who are forced or feel obligated to come]
Pool party thingy after, I haven't decided if I'm going yet.

I went to Kelseys last night along with Kirsti & Jen.

Catchphrase, Clue, smores, camper, singing, nightmares, little sleep.......pretty much explains that night

"Oh Mickey what a pity you don't understand
you take me by the heart when you take me by the hand
Oh Mickey you're so pretty can't you understand
It's guys like you mickey oh what you do Micky do mickey
don't break my heart Mickey"

That song is in my head and I don't think it wants to leave, thought Id give you a taste of some random thoughts.

There's a chance I might go to myrtle beach on the 10th with Demi, but just a chance i want to go really bad. But I see it not happening more likely then happening.

I've also come to the conclusion that I should never..... EVER ... try to plan something. It's not my forte.
although I still think laser tag would have been amazing.

I passed my permit test, I got my ID card June 6th so I can take my driving test December 6th but I've already been told I won't be aloud till spring. Considering I'm a good girl & a very lucky one.

I think I'll make a gross income of about $234.48 this year lifegaurding, just an estimate. Right now I'm at $197 something. I Can't even remember where I spent any of it. I know some is in my savings account and some was spent at The Fray concert. The rest of it, well who knows, I planned on saving it for crosscountry shoes. Obviously that went wrong somewhere once again I should never plan or anticipate anything. I should just float on by with what ever i get hit with and deal with it then, let it come and go.

I want some sherbet : [

I'm getting some tonight not matter what it takes.
Hmph

Caitlynn Marie Anderwhatever

I've picked up the pieces they just might not fit the same

here it goes......

I was going to go to Michigan a few weeks ago but it didn't work out like that.....
instead my mom, brother, natalie and I are going this Thursday.
there is some sort of reunion going down.
So, I get to see family that I've never met, sounds fun I'm kind of excited.

 Went to a "3rd of July" party thing
saw some purdy fire works... one almost killed Tracy.
talked to some 5th and 6th graders about their philosophy on relationships
I never relized how complicated a relationship consisting of giggles and occasional hand holding can be.
Love is confusin'....Woah buddy!!!!

 The 4th wasn't too shabby either.
 -went golfing, mucho fun. {I created a new level of horrible} I <3 golfcarts.
  -danced in the rain.
   -ate strawberry swirl icecream in a Harry Potter cup on my swing
    -ended with part of Patch Adams and sparklers with Matt :]

 I went to see The Fray and OK GO a week or so ago.
twas quite amazing.
The Fray did their version of "hips dont lie" by Shakira, just about died laughing.
needless to say, had a great time.

Summer's just about half way gone.

Life gaurding is going fine I guess.

Summer runnin' isnt going too bad, maybe because I havent done a whole bunch of it.

Summer school's good........
.....I've heard different from attendee's though
[dont beleive them]

psh.

W.O.P & other Marching band related stuff is comming up.

wOOt x 5645478678500 = a lot of wOOtness

I'm ready to see friends I've gone all summer not seeing or talking to.

In other recent news... my moms has discovered MySpace
If that wasn't absurd enough my 8 year-old niece has one as well
My moms already found things to laugh at me about on my MySpace.
what eva.
what eva.
"I do what I want."

I've been watching my nieces a lot this summer.
what fun.....
Yesterday Ryan went next door and pulled all of the neighbors little yard lamps out of the ground.

The days are going by slow, yesterday seems like weeks ago, and a week ago seems like yesterday.
doesn't make a whole lot of sense but at least I understand it.

I do believe we are going to start shooting for the Movie soon.
like most things my brother is making it a lot bigger then it needs to be.
but, thats okay I guess

I'm starting to work on an art project and I have super high hopes for, I might finish it before school starts up.

I was going through the dictonary and now I found a cool word...."Pickwickian"

well thats just about it.

       Au revoir
               Peace, love, && Caitlynn Marie