wow! its already like the 23rd holy wow! time flies! ok i know i know i havent written in like 2 weeks oops ive been soooo busy but i think ill be able to start updating sooner now bc soccers finally over! Thank God! no joke. i need a break im sore and tired and stressed and overwelmed and hopefully this will get rid of some of that but neways thats enough complaining! ok lets see me and ted r good! really good actually(at least i think so) im happy we've been going out for a month and a 1/2 yay! go me! homecoming i thought was really fun but i looked horrible! grr im sooo ugly and fat and oops again i told y'all i was done complaining. But newayz my moms in Florida for a week and life w/my dad is great i mean he's sooooo much less strict than my mom! no joke! (mom can go to florida when ever she wants and it'd be fine w/me-i know thats horrible) ok so yea i havent talked to like any of my friends(like really talked to them)in awhile (especially court, ben and jordan so if any of y'all read this i miss y'all a lot and hope to talk to ya soon!) well pretty much all ive been doing is school and soccer. As far back as i can really remember tuesday i had my1st soccer tournament game vs. Carroll and i expected us to get killed bc they're sweet but actually we played incredible and we still lost but it was 3-2 and it shouldve been tied but 1 of the goals we scored didnt count(which was completely stupid but yea) so that was our last soccer thingy then on wednesday i had my 1st choir concert for the year and it was really pretty sweet and i actually can't wait till i can go to my 1st mirage(girls showchoir that im in)practice and get started! yay! well thurs. i did do ANYTHING! oh yes thats right i did nothing! oh yea! woo hoo! *happy dance* then friday i went to our football game and me and ted decided we weren't going to talk to eachother(dont remember y) and of course i won bc no one can not talk to me for too long lol and oh my wow! guess who was there..........you'll never guess it......EDDIE!!! i love eddie (ntwidt)he's a sweetheart but yea i was excited bc i havent seen him in like 6 months i mean seriously i was going on eddie withdrawl lol ok im done and then me,britt,ted,tony,krysanna,garrett, and matt left early to go see the grudge but guess what..it was sold out grrrrowl i was so mad but we saw some other really good movie but it was sad *tear tear* i kinda forget what it was called its like....something that starts w/an L and then the # 49 i know im patheic well then today i babysat w/my friend christy at her church and made $40 hehehe yay! and im not a good babysitter bc i act more like 1 of the kids hehe im serios christy was all like "dont do that" and "calm down" and i was like ok we can go run around and play games and yea and i learned that kids r very very tiring! no joke! i mean wow im dead right now. tomorrow im going to church then going w/britt to her bowling competition then to visit saras grandmas grave and then to her house and then to choir and then to youth! we're going to a corn maze and im excited and i think ted and tony r going which would be sweet! once again i love ted! well im gonna go ill ttyl byez lyl and lots and lots and miss y'all terribly

~ashsmooches