hey its been awhile well im not even gonna try to remember whats been happening really...but i guess ill start w/friday. so i had to wake up at 4 in the morning to go to a choir conference and be at the school at 5:30 that really sucked. we did really really well but had a horrible day after we got back.....not gonna explain that. well me and britt went to tony and teds house fri. night and it was fun...i guess....i dont know what the heck to do about ted bc the whole night he ignored me and sat on the computer until like the last 1/2 we were there. he walked over to the couch where i was sitting then sat on my lap. britt, tony, and me were reall shocked about that 1! and then we did some stuff....not gonna mention what exactly but stuff...and i was...happy and excited but angry and pissed off and nervous but ready to burst into a loud shout.....it was really weird and i thought it was gonna be better between us but i havent talked to him about the whole thing and i dont really get the impression that he really wants to talk to me. well me and britt went to rent a movie and rented The Village which was a good mvie and i actually got it! britt didnt. it was kinda funnny and when we went upstairs i said "isnt that mikes coat?" and britt looked and was like ya and asked me to stay the night so i did but i had to go to work at 9:30(and britt actually remembered) and she had to bowl. well i got home around 2 ish and had to clean my room but after i got done me and britt went shopping and then went to a movie w/tony. ted didnt go for god only knows y but i have an idea. and it was alright. britt wasnt in the best mood bc of reasons im not allowed to discuss. but it was a really good movie and we ALL actually watched it. we stopped at burger king afetrwards to get a milkshake for me bc my thrat really hurt and their fries r sooo gross i mean ewwww. well neways today was alright but tonight was fun. i went to church and we did this skit thing for our mission trip and i got to be the waitress(yea my life time dream is coming true lol) well it went alright and then me and britt were gonna go to tony and teds hockey game but we ended up leaving b4 it started for certain reasons....which is also a reason i think ted is ignoring me or doesnt want to talk to me....well we went back to church and played darts and holly(my sis) told me to play for her while she went and got me and britt a drink and i did but i wasnt allowed/didnt want to count it bc i got 2 fricking bulls eyes in a row!!! i was like holy cheese nips! lol well then i went home and me and aimee decorated t-shirts for superbowl and then we wnet to choir an dlike nobody was there and then we went to charles house to watch part of the game and that was fun britt aimee and me ended up going over to matts house when we got back. it was matt, jeromy, jon, and nick. it was actually a lot of fun. i liked the halftime show. lol then we went to my grandmas house.....and then i got home and talked to matt online and he asked me out...i said no but i felt bad....and i was talkin to tony for awhile tonight and trying to help him w/stuff and i think i might have helped a lil bit. 

funny story of the day- I was driving to church and on the way there my mom was like "i just remembered the tags r expired" and i was like "well i hope we dont get pulled over because i dont know how to pull over" and everyone started laughing. it was pretty funny. we had a lot of funny moments today but im not gonna even try to remember them all.

problem-well i wanna talk to this certain someone but i dont know how to do it.....i dont know how they'd take it and i dont know what they'd say about it. and i dont think they know anything about it so i think i'd catch them off guard...i dont know only a couple ppl know about this....

jerk of the week-OH MY GOSH! i want to kill andy right now. me and him got in a lil disagreement and were really getting mad and he finally got fed up w/me and said... KerrySupporter88:  well its not my fault you're cold to ppl, and especially me, cause you've done nothing for anyone, and im ashamed to be your friend    oh my gosh i got so mad and i cried and i dint know who to talk to bc britt was at her sisters babysitting and andy is the one that said it so i called tony(dont ask me y) and he said he was talking to some1 so he couldn't talk and i just went to bed bc i didnt want to even think about it and we havent talked since......

well im gonna go ttyl byez lyl and lots love always, ash so yea im like angry, confused, bitter, stunned, bummed, sad, and happy all at the same time.....