Sunday, May 04, 2008

  • Balance Pt. 2: The Square

    Now take the most ambivalent phrase and look at both sides:

    I’m drawn to feeling the

    emptiness of my miserable life:

    ~because it’s such a scary realization that underneath years of relationship/love addiction drama, was this empty, empty place

    ~because it’s a feeling of self-pity, there’s a self-indulgence to it, I can justify continuing to isolate

     

    I’m afraid of feeling the

    emptiness of my miserable life:

    ~because I worry that depression is bleaching my whole personality and character out of me

    ~because it’s like circling the drain, what if it only gets worse?

     

    I’m drawn to thinking my life is a

    blank slate with beautiful bones:

    ~because it opens up the ability to visualize, to use law of attraction, to be excited about what might come next in my life, to recreate myself or find myself again

     

    I’m afraid of thinking my life is a

    blank slate with beautiful bones:

    ~what if I can’t paint? What if I never reach my potential?

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