i'm gonna keep hurting myself if i keep this up. the way things are turning out, it reminds me way too much of how my life was like 4 months ago. but i keep saying that i know better now.. that i know when to differentiate between a jerk who's frontin or a genuinely sweet guy. i've learned not to trust so easily so what is getting into me now? is it better to take a chance and risk losing it all, or stick with what i'm used to and never know anything different?