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  • i swear i can barely type right now cuz my fingers are fuh reezin from practicin outside for 2ish hours. so.. there's not much to talk about really. umm.. well.. i think i'm feeling happy. really. no more sad pity moment…

  • i'll get to what i did today in a lil bit. but first.. i have to write about somethin that's been buggin me.. just to get it out of my system. i'll just say his name.. cuz i think all of u would know who i'm talkin bout…

  • church was great. in a word.. it was magical.. one of those typa moments u see in sappy chickflicks *dreamy sigh..* i felt bad cuz it was in church.. ok now things are probably goin through ur heads.. haha it's not that…

  • today was kinda crazy. i went everywhere.. borders.. styles.. old house.. candle dance practice.. someone called me askin for directions or something n left a message on the machine.. who are u..? lol u didn't leave ur…

  • lotsa lil things have been happenin.. n i think i like it. everyone's at ncf watchin an azn man tryin to sing a ricky martin song [ no offense willian hung ] lol. i'll be a good girl n stay at home.. read some to kill …

  • how to know if ur in love : 1. u pass by his classes even if it's in the opposite direction of where ur headin, just to see him.. using "i have to kill time" as an excuse [ it's really true though !! ] 2. time passes by…

  • 4 hours of brian. endless giddyness because of [ the best friend ] & [ the best friend ]'s potential boyfriend. 1 hr of church. 2 hours of home town buffet. lotsa picture takin somewhere in between those. oii bad …

  • cbc / cec joint fellowship. lotsa funn !! umm.. the ice breaker was weird.. lol. we didn't get eggs! grr. n that lil pantyhose thinger.. but the music was awesome !! last nite.. one of the best nites ever. i'm not gonn…

  • first of all.. i wanna say thank u to the people who helped me through this. even though u guys knew about it way before i did.. i guess it was for the best. i seriously deserved everything i got. so.. i ask myself if…

  • what a lonely lovesac. looks like a giant blob. it belongs in my room !! edit : crazy day. it turns out i was allowed to go to the mall after all. haha i should try that plan more often. truthfully.. i think it could…

  • i guess.. for the most part.. everything's all straightened out. but.. there's still that other thing buggin me. there's no school tomorrow.. n i can't go anywhere.

  • i found a lil surprise in my locker today. a lil friend i haven't seen in awhile.. n who i thought would never see again. but there it is.. along with mr umbrella hat & sweatshirt. had a lot of fun after school toda…

  • i have to quit doing what i always do. cuz i know that half the time it doesn't happen. went to the miss rb/miss rb teen pageant tonite. brian ended up losing his ticket n had to pay for another one. oii. we got to the …

  • i had a really great day today. it really made me forget about everything that happened yesterday. whenever i'm around *person* i can forget about everything. i met up with annie & brian at starbucks for the cbc pra…

  • edit: i'm not like u. i don't want attention. when i cry.. i cry alone. cuz no one can help me through this. *** what a bad ending to a semi good day. i'll spend this friday nite alone. i don't know what i'm supposed…

  • i'm feelin extra bubbly.. nothin can ruin my day. overall, it was a boring day in my classes. the only good parts were.. break.. lunch.. n after school. eheh. i went to the academic league competition between rb n ann…

  • i'm probably being bitter about it all. but ugh. u don't have to rub it in my face that u can live ur life without me. go ahead.. live it alyssa-less.. actin like ur too cool for me.. i guess this is the way we'll end up…

  • i come home from school.. n what do i do? i update my xanga. i need a life. there's so many things goin on right now.. just like.. with me n people. i don't know what i wanna do anymore. i thought i wanted something but…

  • i went to church today. twice. cbc & my reg one. hung out with mike annie & ruth. *cough* someone who cusses n arrives 15 mins late to things didn't come. grr. i still have his bling though.. mwuaha.. RULES:1.…

  • tell me right now if u live in 4s ranch. cuz right now, it's like everyone does. so um.. LET'S HANG OUT SOME TIME NEIGHBORS!! lol

  • i try to forget. but it's so hard to do that. why do i keep lying to myself. he deserves better.. i deserve better.. i guess what everyone's been tellin us really is true. we weren't meant to be with each other so why do…

  • i guess i have to watch what i say now. today was a pretty interesting day. in filipino we had this fashion show n we had to dress up in certain themes n have ur groupmates describe what ur wearing. it was some hilario…

  • today was fun. i think i start off mostly all my entries with this. lol. well today after school i had to tutor the lil 4th grade angels. n brian.. no wait.. tyler wong..? was there to help me out with scarin em. ahah. w…

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