oii. so maybe i overreact to things. but seriously, i thought my life could not get any worse. but things are clearing up. slowly. whenever i'm around brian i forget about everything.. every little thing that's been brin…
i think i'm depressed.
Frequent sadness, tearfulness, crying
Hopelessness
Decreased interest in activities; or inability to enjoy previously favorite activities
Persistent boredom; low energy
Social isolation…
edit : no retreat. no hip hop. just summer skool. all my summer plans are gone.
so. after dreading how my dad would react to everything, i found out that he was less harsh about it than my mom. A LOT LESS. i love my dad…
"i'll talk it over with ur dad.." i really don't feel like explaining what happened.. but if ur a girl.. it's that "u know right from wrong.. don't make a mistake u can't undo.. etc lecture. n if ur azn, it's the "we wo…
arghh.. i just finished workin on my hw.. n guess how long it took me?
4.5 HOURS !! of course i was talkin on AIM in between.. eheh.. BUT STILL.. my gosh.. that's longer than summer skool..
how are ur summers? they ca…
i have no idea how i came to write this, but i hope that this inspires some of you to do the same things listed. thanx to everyone who commented on my last post. cheered me up a little bit. I LOVE YOU ALL TOO !
my lit…
dammit alyssa.
stop crying.
so friday n saturday were like my blehh days. i didn't do anything at all. cept for the usual fnf.. n visiting relatives. great way to start off my summer, eh? i'm supposed to read the odyssey !! arghh.. i'm takin on kt'…
ok. i swear.. this week.. i probably spent around $30, most of which.. more like.. ALL of which was not even MY money. oii.. i feel so sick knowing brian paid for like everything. it's not his responsibility to pay. poo …
these yearbooks do not like me. i have papercuts all over.. ARGHH
humm so tomorrow whoever wants to go.. we're headin over to islands for lunch n watchin hp3.. so.. chill with us ! i'm broke so.. whoever wants to pay …
things don't really hit u until it's too late. or when it's passed u without u realizing it. i derno.. this is something pretty small i think.. but getting an actual high skool yearbook is like.. whoa. these were the thi…
congrats to henry for makin mads !! [ *cough..* i really DO have more skills though.. bahah jp ]
so today i went to visit annie @ MC ! kevin got a ride to go [ sorry.. i still feel bad that i couldn't give u one ]. so …
aww.. so i didn't make mads after all. hehe issok though.. i'm still debating whether or not i should try out for women's. hrm.. the last day of skool is comin up pretty close.. we should plan somethin guys !! oh yeah..…
heyy guys !! so i tried out for madrigals.. [ for those of u who don't know what that is.. it's the top choir group at rb ] n it turns out that i made the first cut. i so was NOT expecting that.. there were so many alto…
EDIT : fansigns by the one n only linh :]
ew.. no.. lol
aww thanx !!
saturday was interesting. after a lot of planning about where/when to go to celebrate the last nite of broadway revue, we settled for 4:00 @ in n o…
hmm.. well on thurs wells decided to surprise everyone n show up at break.. not calling me.. AND not going at the scheduled time of.. lunch. bleh. so when i see him walkin around the corner i instantly get angry. very an…
not much to say.. but i found a song ! weehee.. listenin to old nsync CDs really make u feel like u stepped back to the late 90's.. ahah..
nsync - selfish
You can call me selfish But all I want is your love You can cal…
hrmm well i'm feeling way better. everytime i fall into that kinda mood i always know that i'll end up thinking why i ever got so worked up about things so easily. n i like promised myself to not be sad until skool was o…