dear___, latley i have been missing you so much, and i just want to be held by you. now it seems to me the longer and farther i am away from you... i only begin to miss you more. talking on the phone is no longer enough …
&& all that is left.. is all that i lost..
well people latley have just been so supportive of me and my deep thoughts. i really need to get out more. i think when i just sit around all day doing nothing i think more about myself, my life and what i dont like abou…
life has been treating me ok latley. my only problem is.. i have like this piece of my life. that know one knows about, and it is killing me. i am hurting myself more with what i am doing. and i really just need to get o…
these past couple weeks my life feels as if there is a void. i cant seem to find what it is that i long so much for. its like i am missing something that was never there. something that is to far to get. latley it is kin…
school is....
O a worthless waste of time.
V wasting the time i could use somewhere else.
E full of fakes and fonies.
R in the wrong state for me.
i only wish …
this weekend was good. friday i went bowling with brian sannie and matt. sean was there also, i did the same on saturday the same people with brad this time.. and on sunday i went to brads house and i wore his shorts in …
...i only wish he was here beside me now.. ...i want him to tell me i am beautiful...
"No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they are pret…
can u picture it?
something actually being real
yet i long to forget
how it is making me feel.
forever.. is not here..
why do i feel this way?
&& will this ever stop
school is almost over!!
-- i didnt go to school today. i woke u…
&& everything just gets harder.. ☼ i want to see..&& when will my forever be here? "Alice: It would be so nice if something made sense for a change." "Doorknob: Read the directions and directly…
&& will they ever understand ☼ i am just so sick of the drama its so stupid. ☼ someone is getting jumped && school is almost over. yay. ☼ i like someone so much. …