today me and my mom went out for lunch and we got matt when we were leaving so now.. he is here on the couch watching a movie and i am out here, for what reason, i dont know. but anyways he is here and we are going to ch…
ah.. the computer.. i just love it.. anyways a lot has happened since last week. matt asked me out on thursday at the movies.. therefore i am going out with him now. [[finally]] but yea. monday we went bowling i saw noel…
great week so far. on sunday i slept next door and it was fun but i feel asleep all early and everyone else was awake until like 4.. i missed the penis' lol.. but its ok monday we went bowling like always.. and it was su…
i miss who i was. i miss not crying. i miss who i thought i was going to be. why is it this complicated. why do i have a part of my life that no one knows about.. i dont know what to do. -EDIT- certin people are just m…
everything i had hoped for is gone.. && everything i had disappeared.
im back from jersey, and nothing has changed like i hoped...