honestly, this is harder than i thought.
fck.
fck.
fck.
okay. calm down  and think straight
i know i can get through this. i know i can.
and you're right.
it's really time for me to grow up and be independent for once.

.. just to let you know that
im sorry for my insecurity.
i know it gets annoying at times.
but i really do hope you understand.

oh BTW! well done Beijing. WELL DONE. :D
i was amazed throughout the whole openning ceremony.
yay for OLYMPICS ;)

【一個屬於我們的故事】

故事再怎麼精采 它終究會有一個結局
包括我們
人是不可能永遠活著的
故事也不可能永遠被寫著
所謂的永遠 是死的 是不存在的
但大家都知道 很多人都很喜歡說永遠 也三不五時的把它掛在嘴邊
包括我
唯一不同的昰 貪心的我 want something beyond forever.
永遠不夠 一輩子也不夠
從我們的故事開始到現在
我想了很多 也思考了很多
我相信每本故事書的作者都曾想過故事的結局吧
那我們的結局呢? 會在西元幾年幾月幾日結束?
結局是否會像童話故事一樣美麗
結局是否會像偶像劇一樣不可思議呢?
我希望是
再過不久 我們的故事即將邁入第185頁
沒錯 我會很努力寫著這本書
寫到幾千萬頁 也還不夠
直到有一天 我再也無法提筆寫字了
我才會情願停筆
但 那也不代表著 我們的盡頭
那不是結束 只是一個新的開始
一個屬於我們兩的故事
一個屬於我們兩的回憶
會永遠被記住的
因為裡頭記綠了我們的點點滴滴

即使我們的故事不被讀者祝福
我們也要緊握著對方的手 一直勇敢的走下去

I want our story to have a happily ever after ending.
because I believe. If it's meant to be, it will happen.

I dislike the word "break-up".
it was my fault in the first place and i dnt ever want to hurt you in any way. I really want you know that.
I do appreciate you and most importantly,
I appreciate every bits of our relationship.

I truly want you to be my happily ever after. because I love you.

high school's finally over. and i think im gnna miss you the most  
and sorry for being so insecure lately. i just hate the fact that there's another person
out there loves you as much as i do. Espcially her. i feel gay sayin this but ..
really i think i'll go insane if i dn't say it .... 

她跟我一樣看見了你所有的優點
她跟我一樣除了你什麼都要的決心
她跟我一樣有著想要佔有你的慾望
她跟我一樣曾為了你而徹夜不眠過
她跟我一樣曾為你哭過 心痛過

最重要的昰 她跟我一樣 很愛你.

傻瓜 如果當初我沒有抓緊那個機會 那如今的情況是不是就會大不同呢?
老實說 我真得很怕 真得很沒安全感 很怕哪天 你會是屬於她的.

i have the urge to tell you everything, to be fully honest from now on
and stop hiding how I feel towards you and towards her. I dn't ever want my chance to slip away.

i feel moody. Not in the mood for grad dinner dance.
*sigh .. Goodbye High school.