I'm at band camp, i didn't pick out a roomie this year and got off ok. but, this place has turned into highschool crunched into a week. it's BS. friends hating friends and shit. i achieved my main goal though. find a girl who makes me forget about my feelings for claire. done. her name is Kristen. i do not know what really she thinks about me but i'm looking forward to finding out. we've been hanging out a lot lately and talking and it makes me feel good. i wish i could have fucking went to wild river country. i could give a shit less about the park but more like the god damn people i gave up hanging with. it sucks. I think for the rest of band camp (3 days) i'll just hang with kristen more so i can get to know her like no other so maybe she'll remember me. I care for her a lot but i don't think it'll go anywhere, since she lives hours away. it sucks cause there are barely any cool girls who live in Conway :( and all the ones that are cool are taken or not looking. it fucking sucks.

i hate my life though. why can't a good thing come and stick around and actually be available :(

-fett

PS Claire fucking Vick pisses me the hell off. god damn. i think she just enjoys this FUCK

screw this. i'm tired of your shit. you fall 'head over heels' with 309847203 guys a week, jesus what the hell are you? who are you, fucking bitch. i really just want to take my daughter out of your childish, selfish, stupid fucking hands. get the fuck out of my life. bitch


love
-fett