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Monday, May 23, 2005

So, it;s done.over..I lost him ....and while it hurts so bad right now..and I dk how im going to be able to take this..I know that someday..i'll be fine..At least i hope so...i really did love him..but now.......................

..its gone

heres a poem i wrote yesterday

The only love she ever knew she threw it all away.

Cuz she was scared to d e a t h ..to think what he would say

And day by day she gazed at him, desire in her eyes

And even though he felt the same, emotions she would hide

She told herself excuses, said why he shouldnt know

But in the end the reasons, all seemed to be shallow

She knew she was afraid, but she just didnt know why

And while she thought it over, thats when she lost her guy......

 

I guess thats one out of the many mistakes that happened to me


Tuesday, May 10, 2005

it's amazing how one simple crush, can turn into..this..I feel so helpless sometimes..like im going to slip away any moment..and the sad thing is I cant control it..theres nothing i can do...but wait for him to leave....

but why does it hurt so much, i mean i've been alone my whole life and I was fine, but now that i've had that light, the hope of being with him..i dont know how i can bear to be without it

"Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah"

This is to "him"

why did you leave this mark....Why did you leave it so deep.....and wh ydoes it hurt so much...but what kills me most is that..you dont even know you did it....


Sunday, May 08, 2005

AHH EXACTLY HOW I FEEL

 

I try but I cant seem to get myself
To think of anything
But you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth
I taste the truth

We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There`s nothing more to say
There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you (yeah)

So I`ll hold you tonite
Like I would if you were mine
to hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (to feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There`s nothing more to say
There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeahhh
I wanna be with you
There`s nothing more to say
There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be)I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeahhh)
(I wanna be with you)I wanna be
I wanna be with you
(I wanna be)
(i wanna be)
(I wanna be with you) Yeahh
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be baby
I wanna be
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you yeah
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you


Thursday, May 05, 2005

ahh everything i just said...forget it we're not done...I CAN NEVER GET OVER HIm..ahhhhhhhhhhh....it sucks! i need help..mabye they have like heartbreak pills


Wednesday, May 04, 2005

I did it...I understand...him...i still like him a lot...a part of me always will...but i understand...and we're done



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