Can't believe its 2006........
... I've realized so much in this past year... its amazing how much you can learn in a year.. and i would have to say 2005 was the best year of my life.. but we arent going to get into why...I've realized that i have only 21/2 years of highschool left to accopish what i want done.. and its not gonna be easy.. so i need to focus.. which is sometimes hard but i think i can do it.. I also think I truley am in love with Lane,..People can say all they want but i believe in what i believe in and i believe we do belong together.. I have some goals for this year and that is to:
--try harder in school
--do better in track/ and letter.. thats my dream.. im gonna make it happen this year no matter what im not letting anyone let me think im not good like i did last year and im not gonna be the 4th person im gonna be the 3rd or 2nd.. im sick of sucking a disc and im gonna prove to myself im not horrible.. i want that letter more than anything and i guess i need to put a 100% attuiute toward practice and meets to earn it.. and im going to..
--be happy all the time and make others smile
--get a job over the summer and pay my mom back the money i borrowed from her..
--help out as many ppl i can that need it and try to make them feel wanted..
yeah theres more but i dont feel like typing them all so thats a start.. well im out of here we have school tomorrow.. joy joy.. not..lol.. oh well..
lane i love you 1 year and a month.. yay
courtney ann | 
