Sunday, May 21, 2006

• i love getting comments. i wish i had some.

  

  But as human beings, sometimes it's better to stay in the dark,
  cus in the dark there may be fear, but there's also hope
  * Grey's Anatomy *

  Lock your eyes on mine
  Lock your fingers in mine
  & I swear
  Nothing else matters

  People fall in & out of love in high school. They fall in love so fast with people who don't deserve to have the power to break their hearts. & then just that happens. The wrong people, the wrong timing, the wrong circumstances. I may be falling for you so fast but I am so sure that this is the right time, you are the right person. & every day it just keeps getting better & better

  Just hold me, nothing has ever felt so perfect

  I love how our personalities match
  How we were friends first
  How we can talk for hours about everything
  How we can sit in silence comfortably
  How we can be ourselves 100%
  How we don't need to be together every second
  But I also love
  That when we get the chance
  There is no attraction stronger than
  That invisible force
  That pulls your lips to mine
  & neither of us can resist

  I want to cry, really I do. But I guess I just don't want to give you
  the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me..once again.
  
  hello again, it's been too long. what happened to our love
  since the last time I was gone? * The Ataris ; Hello & Goodbye *
  

  

  I love his cute little comments, the way he makes me laugh, the way he's always there, & the way he knows how to get my heart..& it makes me wonder.. why is he so perfect?
  
  Someone once asked me "Do you think it's
  possible to love someone forever?" & i
  thought about the way i love you & said
  "Forever isn't nearly long enough.."
  
  Sometimes i want to get away from you & somtimes theres nothing i want more then to talk to you, to tell you about my day, hear about yours, to laugh with you, to tease you, to share an inside joke that no one else would get, to argue with you, but know we're just kidding, "do you remember when" there's so many "remember whens," & thats what i love about you..

  

  L - love with all your heart.
  I - inspire those around you to inspire themselves.
  F - forget about crossing a bridge until that bridge is at your feet.
  E - enjoy every moment as if it were your last. It just may be.

  Life is too short so you've gotta sing out loud even though you suck, dance like no one is watching even if all you can do is the running man, go bungee jumping even if you’re afraid of heights, & try everything at least once so when your life flashes before your eyes you'll smile knowing you lived your life like there was no tomorrow.

  You never really know who your true friends are until tears are rolling down your cheeks..the true friends are the ones who are there to wipe the tears & hold your hand..everyone else just stands around wondering what happened

  When you're thirteen, bruises heal easily. Some of them anyway.
  But that night I felt pain I knew wasn't going to go away.
  * The Wonder Years *
  
  I opened my heart to you. I can't just stand around
  like a fool, waiting for you to be ready.
  * Boy Meets World *
  
  

  it's funny how you can have all the friends in the world,
  but it just doesnt feel right without that 0NE person..

  it's hard enough when the one you love
  doesn't love you back..but it is even harder
  to watch him love someone else.

  You’re my sunshine on the cloudiest of days,
  The light in my sky, the tears in my eyes,
  The smile on my face,
  & someone I can never replace

  
  There's somthing about you..i dont know what it is..this little charm that you pull..you just suck me in..& i thought it was cute the way you told me you were sorry for everything..but i cant like you..i want you..but i dont know how..i am afraid i'll lose you once again..& i just want you to know that i might like you..i just want to know if you could ever like me to?

  The hardest part about dreaming about someone you love, is having to wake up

  

  My friend, my companion, through good times & bad, my friend,
  my buddy, through happy & sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk,
  your there to listen, your there to talk, with happiness,
  with smiles, with pain & tears, I now you'll be there, throughout the years
  
  Knowing a friend like you has made me happy in a million ways
  & if ever you should go I will find a million ways to make you stay..

  People always ask me about us. It hurts to tell them, & when I do, they're startled. Then, they have to go & say things like, "I don't see how you guys can be over, you were perfect together!" & then, right when I thought it didn't matter to me anymore, all these feelings pour back into my heart, & the pain I once went through, I'm suddenly experiencing all over again.

  Someday I'm going to meet a man
  who is everything I've ever wanted &
  who will never ever think of hurting me.
  Someday I'm going to fall in love.
  Someday I'm going to get married &
  have my own family. Someday all my
  dreams will come true. Someday i'm
  going to be ok..
  

  

  & it's the way you absently play with my rings
  While we lay & watch TV
  & it's the way you lightly tilt my chin
  While you look right into my eyes before we kiss
  & it's the way you think you are so macho & tough
  While you are just as much of a mush as me
  & it's the way I can escape into my head
  While I replay moments of us in my mind
  & it's the way you kiss me
  While everything else in the world disappears
  & it's the way we can just stare into each others eyes
  While not one word is said
  & it's the way we joke about missing each other all day
  While we've never been more serious
  & it's the way I cant stop thinking of you
  While I go about my day

  We lay there for hours. Arms & legs intertwined so tight, my head resting gently on your chest as your fingers trace my back. We may have done nothing today other than hang around, but I know in this moment ; it's something I will remember for the rest of my life

  It isn't about showing off & saying all the right sweet nothings
  at all the ideal times. It isn't about acting any certain way.
  It's about being who you are, its about laughing,
  its about being together & that being enough.

  I'm trying to be ok with this, I know you deserve to be happy
  & I know that I can't give that to you, but maybe she can
  maybe she can make you smile, maybe she can make you laugh
  maybe she can break my heart, maybe she can make me cry

  HOPE iN THE END - -
  WE CAN LAUGH && SAY
  iTWASWORTHiT ...<3

  my mom always told me to not to trust strangers,
  but she never told me that boys were like strangers.
  && that they'd kidnap your heart in a second &&
  never give it back <|3

  You were right. I don't know what is greater, life or death.
  But love is more so than all * Tristian & Isolde *

  The most comfortable place in the world
  Is me & you
  My head on your chest
  Feeling in rise & fall 
  & your heart beat
  Your arms wrapped around me
  Holding me so tight

  

  I turned away from you cus I didn't want you to see me cry.
  & you turned me back around & kissed my tears

   

  
  
   

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