Thursday, May 25, 2006

• everyone watches her in jealousy. the way she gets the best grades, has perfect hair, & the nicest clothes to wear. she wears a smile played by a skilled actress. they stare in awe & wonder "who could ever be so perfect?" the truth is, she does it so he could see her at her best, but it turns out, he doesn't even care. </3

  I don't care about your past, All I wanna know is if there's a place for me in your future
  * Sweet Home Alabama *

  & all the best deceptions & the clever cover story awards go to you..

  

  Tell me i'm amzaing & why..tickle me even if i say stop, you know i love it. hold my hand. tell me i'm beautiful. tell me i'm the most amazing girl you know. tell me stupid jokes, whatever it takes to make me laugh. let me wear your clothes. do things that make me smile. when i start yelling at you kiss me. kiss my forehead. kiss me in the rain. let me fall asleep in your arms. push me on swings & give me piggy back rides. call me. stay up with me all night on the phone. leave me unexpected notes saying how much i mean to you, & then we pinky promise that we'll be together forever, & i'm holding you to it.

  I didn't lose my job. it's not like, 'whoops, where'd my job go?"
  * American Beauty *

  & so while this is completely against my beliefs, I'm going to let myself fall in love with you. Even though guys always seem to hurt me, I guess I have to take that chance. I mean if I didn't, I would probably just give up on love altogether & that has to be the saddest thing ever. So here I go again, I'm just praying this time, my heart won't end up breaking all over again. I'm all out of band-aids.

  

  I hate the way you make me smile, the way even if its the worst day of my life, i look at you & it takes everything away, i hate how you say the stupidest things but i still fall in love with every word you say, i hate the way you dress, the way you act around your friends, the things you say to me, the way you treat me, i hate how beautiful you are. The thing i hate most of all is me, i hate me for loving you

  people tell me you arent cute or hot & that your ugly &
  they dont see why i like you & i could do better but baby
  in my eyes your the only one for me

  Fall on me
  Tell me everything you want me to be
  Forever with you forever in me
  * Rob Thomas ; Ever The Same *
  

  

  You forgive me for liking you too much
  I'll forgive you for not liking me enough
  you forgive me for the loud racing of my heart
  I'll forgive you for not hearing it
  you forgive me for finding you so attractive
  I'll forgive you for not noticing
  you forgive me for wanting to be with you
  I'll forgive you for avoiding me
  you forgive me for being so pathetic
  I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it
  you forgive me for not being able to let go
  & I'll forgive you for never having latched on

  I can't tell him to his face
  I'm afraid of what he'll do
  So now I've decided to write it
  To my small piece of heaven, this is for you.. <3

  You've always been my perfect match
  it seemed it was made to be that way
  you've always been my favorite to cuddle with
  I'll never forget those perfect days
  

  

   look into your eyes & couldnt tell you what i see..
  cus there's no explanation for what you do to me
  I wanna hold your hand, & see the smile on your face,
  It's not just your body, but your love I need to embrace..

  She wanted to meet the right guy first.
  Someone who inspired her,
  the kind of guy she would be proud to call her man.
  * True Believer ; Nicholas Sparks *

  She wanted a man who was both sensative & kind, but at the same time could sweep her off her feet after a long day at work, but also challenge her intellectually. Someone romantic, of course, & the kind of guy who would buy her flowers for no reason at all.
  * True Believer ; Nicholas Sparks *

   

  

   

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