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Interests: JOSH!!!!!! My wonderful,awesome,amazing boyfriend :) uhh lets see I LOVE Baketball, music...music..music, singing, writting poetry, talkin on-line, updating my xanga,ICONS AND QUOTES!!, pictures...i love taking pictures! CHURCH!! youth group,God, all my wonderful wonderful friends that have been here for me always!!
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

new xanga... if you leave rude comments you will be blocked... nothing nice to say dont say it at all... that is why i created a new xanga.

http://www.xanga.com/beautiful_Ambitions

~Angel~


Thursday, July 07, 2005

that is the last post i will be posting on this site. thanks.


Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hey im not gonna try to brake them up i dont kno what her problem is thos shes all over every one shes just fucked up.........lol all i have to say it that im not mad at u cause u didnt do anything so dont think im mad at u im just mad cause she is all over me and him at the same time.......WTf thats fucked up shes fuckin weird but im not mad at u i juts want u to kno that ok

LATER,

~MITCH~

yeah mitch...like i wouldnt see that?

 

Sorry mitch buddy, this is shane. this is messed up dude, i know i tried to warn you but sometimes people just have to find things out the hard way. you really got fucked here and i knew she was gonna do this but it's cool man, would you really wanna end up with someone that would do this to you? Scott said it best dude, this josh kid is just the flavor of the month. you June, Josh July....August well time will tell. but its cool man don't sweat this broad one bit. Fuck her bitch ass boyfriend, he's talkin shit about someone he doesn't even know and he should really keep it quiet.Don't you think it's kind of funny tho how she said she doesn't want a BF but a week later TA-DA!!! heeerree's Josh. But im sorry i forgot "It feels right, it's just soo perfect." Sorry mitch buddy lets all admire Angela for finding the first perfect person since jesus walked the earth. ALL HAIL JOSH!!! best of luck Angela. enjoy the rest of Josh, or should i say July...?
Posted 7/6/2005 at 6:42 PM by sweetstff457
 
^ yeah sure....shane wrote that...uh huh.
I'm glad that your the only one that knows me so well!! Yeah, since i jump monthly to another guy...i dont know maybe i just got out of a 13 month relationship? but yet....i jump through guys?! ha! UHHH ITS CALLED I HAVE BEEN SINGLE. Single meaning i havent had a boyfriend which therefore means you can pretty much do whatever the heck you want to do and guess what!?!?!??!?!?! NEW FLASH!! I DID, THATS WHAT BEING SINGLE IS ALL ABOUT....HAVING FUN WITH NOT A COMMITMENT. None of you know josh or know about him and my past, i really dont care if you do or dont and or think its anyones business. People that know him and i all say FINALLY and they are soo happy to see us as happy as we are. People, Mitch, got hurt in the process minus the fact i said it wouldnt happen. YEAH SURE SHANE, you tried to warn him....about what excately? getting hurt...well its apart of life and i have been hurt badly too,its not like i enjoy hurting people, uhh it wasnt meant to happen, except that he shouldnt have gotten all that hurt when it was a week maybe 2 that we had talked. i find it funny that you all were makin fun of him and how fast he fell and stuff yet, its my fault that he got hurt?! I TOLD HIM THAT I DIDNT WANT A COMMITMENT CAUSE I DIDNT WITH SOMEONE I DIDNT FEEL STRONG ENOUGH FOR. its like this quote says, "if your not willing to RISK it, then you dont WANT it bad enough." i didnt want it bad enough to risk it and i basically told mitch,shawn, nikki and even nikkis mom that on friday night when we were all talking. I was having fun with someone that i cared about and cared about me back, but i knew and said it wasnt gonna go any farther. I didn expect to come home with a boyfriend, not at all actually, but it just happened that way. I'm happy and if you all were actually my friends you would see that im happy and stay out of things that dont even have anything to do with you. Shane you really dont know that much about me, i mean you see me at your house, but you dont know me, know me. Very few people do. "Fuck her bitch ass boyfriend, he's talkin shit about someone he doesn't even know and he should really keep it quiet." FIRST OF ALL....he doesnt want people getting all mad, he didnt start anything, said for mitch to just lay off, which is a pretty good idea...thats not starting anything. and for you to say that about him isnt fair either cause you dont know HIM so dont make a comment about him saying something to mitch and not knowing mitch when your gonna make a comment about him and not know him. I've known him 6-7 years ok....you need to chill.
"Don't you think it's kind of funny tho how she said she doesn't want a BF but a week later TA-DA!!! heeerree's Josh. But im sorry i forgot "It feels right, it's just soo perfect." " Yeah, it is funny, quite actually. Thats why it feels right, i didnt want a boyfriend, i kept saying that i didnt cause i really didnt. Everytime i would get to that point where it was the next step i just could do it, i dont know why, thats the truth, i kept asking my mom and people around why that is and i just dont know. Obviously cause God had a different plan in mind, i cant help what is right when it is right. Josh and i have wanted this since we met, it just wouldnt have ever worked cause we were a little to young to ever make it work. Now that we are older things will work out better.... and im suppose to apologize for that? I said i was sorry that mitch got hurt cause i had a boyfriend when i said i didnt want one, cause well...i didnt want one. I get it, i understand how it looks, but its all the truth. I DID NOT WANT A BOYFRIEND. Katie knew that, stephanie, nikki, nikki's mom, my mom and everyone. But when its right and its suppose to happen it just well...happens. Sorry if it sounds like "bull shit" to you, but thats YOU. Once again, i dont care what you have to say about and or think of me. If i only end up with 2 close friends in the end then whatever, cause i guess you find out who your friends really are. and if im such a terrible person then why are you friends with me to begin with. Friends are to stick by your side and hear everything before they say things. I havent had the chance to say much to anyone, but i explained to katie and somewhat to stephanie in a comment whats been happening so please....all of you just chill out!!!!! I'm going to be gone until the 17th in like a day in a half...why dont we spend that having fun and not SCREAMING AT ME for having a boyfriend....since its a crime.
 
Katie and Stephanie- Both of you are my best friends.(as well as nikki and mandi) Neither one of you take a higher place in my heart cause i feel that is wrong. You both mean more then anything to me. I am sorry that you felt that i should have called you yesterday, i just didnt have the time. I got off the phone lastnight with mandi and her parents and things like that at 10:45. Things have changed and so have the plans on friday and i had to get them taken care of. Today i went out and bought the things that i needed so that i could go over there tomorrow and spend time with you katie. and of course hella cause she will be there. Stephanie, i didnt CALL you but i talked to you online. Yesterday, even when i was talking to josh i was doing stuff, i wasnt just sitting there. I have/had a lot of stuff to do in the past 2 days, plus fit drivers ed in. You guys go on and say We're suppose to be your best friends...uh....well you are..!!!! Did i ever say anything that changed that? So i didnt call you within my 24 hours of being home?....that makes us not best friends? And yes katie, it was settled between us last night. I wrote that to mitch cause i was referring to stephanie and how you had FELT (meaning past tense) i didnt get all technical nor did i think i had to in a comment. I cant believe that people are having an issue and doing this on a xanga!!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME, IF YOU CALL AND NO ONE ANSWERS I WILL CALL BACK WHEN I GET THE CHANCE, SOMETIMES THATS NOT WHEN YOU WOULD LIKE IT!!! SORRY!! thats the way my life is. Everytime i talk to anyone they make some comment about how i am hard to get a hold of, and uhh yeah...i am....im not usually around cause if i am home, in the same city...im at katies or out with katie. Katie, as far as im conserned our friendship is fine and you got explained to lastnight and i felt everything was fine.
Stephanie, you are suppose to call me back when you get home, and then yu will finally understand.
I mean i really cant see how no on understands this. I get home and have laundry to do before i leave friday, but now i dont have all day friday to pack and get ready....i have thursday night. So, unfortunately cause my clothes arent all one color, i have more then 1 wash to do plus dry and of course my parents have clothes to wash as well. and unpack for like 2 days? and then pack again and remember everything that i am suppose to bring.... ok im in a parade too so i have to bring everything for that as well, i had to go and make sure (yes i am going to say this on a public site) that i had a strapless bra for the dress i am wearing for the parade, i had to buy a few things that i needed  for being gone over a week at a cottage. Plus drivers ed from 4-6 which therefore means i am gone from 3:30-6:30 everynight this week, minus friday of course. Now that i have thoroughly explained myself since MY BEST FRIENDS cant understand that i have a crap load to do...i am going.
 
ALSO, UNLESS THEY ARE NICE COMMENTS THAT I WOULD LIKE TO READ....DO NOT LEAVE ANY. I AM IN NO MOOD WHAT SO EVER TO DEAL WITH ANYONE RUDE COMMENTS, SO DONT DO IT. YOU HAVE A ISSUE THAT NEEDS TO BE DICUSSED YOU SHOULD HAVE MY PHONE NUMBER. I WILL MOST LIKELY BE AT KATELYNNS TOMORROW UNTIL ABOUT 3 CAUSE WE NEED TO HANG OUT AND TALK. BUT, IF YOU CALL I WILL CALL YOU BACK WHEN I GET HOME FROM DRIVERS ED, ESPECIALLY IF IT IS A ISSUE THAT IS IMPORTANT AND THAT NEEDS TO BE SETTLED BEFORE I LEAVE.
Mitch, i called your house and shawns, so you cant say that i didnt call. Lastnight you called 5000000times and someone was always on the phone, like i said....got off the phone at 10:45 last night and i wasnt going to be calling back then. I AM SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY THAT I CANT ABIDE TO EVERYONES NEEDS AND DESIRES ON MY OWN TIME. PEACE OUT.
 
IM DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

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Artist: Lifehouse
Album: You and Me
Title: You and Me

What day is it and in what month, this clock never seemed so alive...
I can't keep up, and I can't back down, I've been losing so much time.

'Cause it's you and me, and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to lose.
And it's you and me, and all other people.
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you...

Of all other things, I just want to say they just arent coming out right.
I'm tripping on words, You've got my head spinning and I don't know where to go from here.

'Cause it's you and me, and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to prove.
And it's you and me,and all other people. And I don't know why,I can't keep my eyes off of you...

There's something about you now, that I can't quite figure out.Everything she does is beautiful, And everything she does is right.

'Cause it's you and me,and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to lose.
And it's you and me,and all other people. And I don't know why,I can't keep my eyes off of You and me,and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to prove.
And it's you and me,and all other people. And I don't know why,I can't keep my eyes off of you... What day is it and in what month, this clock never seemed so alive...

<---*sigh* :)

<---so true...oh and are we...lol

WONDERFUL WONDERFUL WEEKEND...COULDNT BEGIN TO EXPLAIN.   I miss you so much baby :) See you Friday :)

 

{[- 3 days till going to cottage with Mandi -]}

{[- 7 days till Mandi's friends and my joshy come up to the cottage and go to the beach with us -]}

{[- 10 days till the parade with Mandi!! -]}

{[- 13 days till I could go to Camp Meeting *crosses fingers*-]}

{[- 18 days till Senior high camp -]}

{[- 28 days till Cedar Point with the youth group -]}

{[- the worst day of summer...August 3rd ~ getting my wisdom teeth out i think... -]}

 

stole these from katielynn!!! aww katie had that glittery icon made :) i feel so special!!! *squeek*---->

^ hella me and katie

^ Katie and me....we are SO gangsta!!!!

^ katie bein gangsta!

^ as katie calls it... " GANGSTA Miss Michigan" LOL!!

^ Hella grabbing katies "lip" boobs :-p lol....we really have to much fun together

^ ok this is me in meijers....theres an explanation behind this one. Katie and i use to babysit her lil cousins and well there dad said that i reminded him of the "bratz" doll Cloe cause shes blonde and so he calls me cloe and we found those dolls and yeah...so we just HAD to take a picture ya know...lol

^ just me looking at my xanga....hella thought it was cool that you can look on my computer screen and see my picture on there too...lol :)

^ hella with sunglasses on in Meijers

the most horrid picture of me...lol...like i said.....we have TOO much fun with each other. Katie says i look just like my grandma in this picture....HAHAHA thas great. Anyways, i will update sometime later. FRIDAY IM GOING TO MANDI'S!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSS!!! and hopefully going out with josh that night :)

*sigh* life is just finally falling into place and God is awesome and wonderful. When God is in something and allows things to happen its such an amazingly awesome thing. God is great, life is great...what more could i want. GREAT, AWESOME friends and family....and a boyfriend that truely loves and cares about me. Its just like you said Josh...."we've been together 6 years..... its now just official." We are gonna last sweetheart :) see you friday :)

 


Friday, July 01, 2005

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By Brandy
What About Us?
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hey hey!!! TODAY IS FINALLY HERE!!! Im getting ready right now to go over to nikkis house! We are getting our hair trimmed by her momma and then we are getting our nails done and we are gonna go to the store i think and then i guess shawn and mitch are going to go over to her house and chill with us at like 6 and we are gonna get pizza and stuff i guess.Anyways, i just finished packing...and oh boy was that fun. And i just always dont know what i am gonna wanna wear so i always pack so many shirts...lol. But really its not like its gonna matter cause we will probably be in our bathing suits like 24/7! We decided that we are gonna come home SSOOO TAN! YAY! and then i will be getting even more tan cause then i will come home, do drivers ed for like 3 days and then wash clothes, pack again and take off to mandis house/cottage for a week and like 3-4 days so yeah. And we are gonna be at a lake too so i will get even more tan and i guess we are gonna go out to eat one night cause her dads birthday and then we are going to go shopping a day or something at a mall around there. So it should be really fun. I got up at like 10...took a shower and threw on clothes, wet hair in a bun and ran out the door. Did a lil make-up over at the house i was babysitting at and i watched him till about 12:30-45? so yeah, it was nice...made a least a lil money. Came home and my mom had just gotten home from work and my dad came home for lunch, so it was perfect timing really. We all ate, i said goodbye to my dad cause i figured i would be gone before he got home. Then changed my layout :) then was talking to nikki, then mitch called talked to him for a lil while i was packing and then nikki called back a lil later and we talked about how we are gonna go to the store and when she wanted me to come and that was ASAP, so im going to get ready real fast cause i just threw on clothes and like need to do my makeup and stuff so i guess i will write when i get back, which will either be later 4th of july or Earlier monday morning <----(hopefully then) cause whats the point of being gone 4th of july weekend and not seeing fireworks!?!?!haha. So i will talk to you all later!! HAVE A WONDERFUL AND SAFE WEEKEND EVERYONE!! LEAVE SOME COMMENTS FOR ME TO COME BACK TOO!!!

LOVE YA!

~Angel~

look what i found *tear*

<----HAHAHA KATIE!!

<--aww

 

{[- 1 days till Lake with nikki and my joshy -]}

{[- 7 days till going to cottage with Mandi -]}

{[- 11 days till Mandi's friends and my joshy come up to the cottage and go to the beach with us -]}

{[- 15 days till the parade with Mandi!! -]}

{[- 24 days till Senior high camp with stephy! -]}

{[- ...dont feel like counting.. August 2nd ~ Cedar Point with the youth group -]}

{[- the worst day of summer...August 3rd ~ getting my wisdom teeth out i think... -]}

 



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