Thursday, July 17, 2008
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Quotes 2339 - 2373
[2339]
It's hard when people ask 'What's wrong?'
And you don't have an answer
Because the truth is, you don't know[2340]
I understand now
I know that I'm always that girl
Never the girl
Just that girl, the one that gets
Used, hurt, lied to, betrayed, confused
The one that boys go to when they need someone to hold onto
The one that's never the girl
I'm always second best
Never have I been the one to make boys fall weak at the knees
Drop everything because they love me so much
Want nothing more than to be with me
Be amazingly happy because they have me
I'm the other girl and I'm getting used to it[2341]
I'm sick of being dragged through the day
I remember a time in my life
When I used to wish the day would last forever
Now all I want it to do is end
Each day I hate myself a little more
I remember when I was my friend[2342]
She's a disaster
She loses faith in herself everyday
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care
No one understands her
And people say things to put her down
And no one even notices she might be breaking inside
Or they never notice that maybe she need a hug from someone
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her
Maybe that's all she needs[2343]
She's the kind of girl you forget as soon as you meet
She is the crust on the bread, every face you have ever forgotten
She is the verse to that song on the radio
The one you have to hum to because you can't remember the words
Yep, she's that forgettable
But broken hearts and backstabbing drama couldn't touch her
She's far beyond that[2344]
Sometimes someone can mean so much to you
Not even the truth can change your mind[2345]
Finally the day came when his name didn't make her smile[2346]
And then I sat and cried
It was the worst kind of sobbing
The kind that hurts your chest
And steals your breath
And no one could hear me[2347]
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move?
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do[2348]
Finally, she let go of her fake smile
As the tears slowly ran down her face
She whispered softly to herself
'I don't wanna be me anymore'
She straightens her hair
Applies her make-up
Smooths out her clothes
And takes one last look in the mirror
Just to see what a failure she is[2349]
I like to pretend everything's alright
Because when everybody else thinks that you're fine
Sometimes you forget for a while that you're really not[2350]
I'm tired of dreaming without falling asleep
I am a ghost town and no one's visiting me
I'm on the fast track to never existing at all
It's like riding a plane, only hoping to fall[2351]
After a while, you get sick of caring
And you're too hurt to fight
Sometimes no matter what you do
Things won't be alright[2352]
That night she laid in bed and cried
'What did I ever do to deserve this pain?' she thought
There's no way out
Except for my best friend, the razor[2353]
We are the dead ones
We are the lost cause
We are the bend before the break[2354]
This is the last night I'm going to hurt like this
After tonight, there will be no more pain
No more me[2355]
I can hide it to the world
My friends, my loved ones, my family
But I can't hide it from myself
I'm not happy[2356]
Mystery deep in the royal heart
Crying at night, I want to be apart
Prince, oh prince, are you really sincere?
Bet you, one day you're going to disappear[2357]
She's the type of girl that can be so hurt
But still look at you and smile[2358]
So I stand here in the rain
Waiting for it to cleanse me
Waiting for it to wash me away[2359]
We all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for
Whether it's real or not
Healthy or destructive
Tangible or false is irrelevant
When you've got nothing to hang on to, deception can seem pretty inviting[2360]
It's hard to live, laugh and love
When all I want to do is die, cry and hate[2361]
She was shaking from the pills
And she dialled his number, and screamed out his name
But he never answered and the next day she was dead
Just another beautiful disaster
And he could have saved her
If only he had answered[2362]
Her friends lie to her
Her parents just don't care
And you wonder why she loves her razor blade so much[2363]
She skips breakfast
Lies about eating lunch
And throws up her dinner[2364]
Someone phone the paramedics
The girl's heart has been put to rest
Pump her full of chemicals
And pull out the electric pads
Give her shots of medicine
Do everything you can to save her life
She's barely breathing[2365]
You're almost dead
You don't have a pulse
And your pillow is red
Your family hates you
Your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife
'Cause it's all that you need
Rockabye baby
Broken and scarred
You didn't know life would be this hard[2366]
It's hard, holding back your tears
But the second you start to feel them form in your eyes
You just have to remind yourself
That you promised you'd never let them see you cry[2367]
And when they say it's all your fault
Hold your head up high and don't let them break you[2368]
And I've come to realise
That I'm slowly losing everything
It's hard to pretend that nothing has changed
And when you know that deep inside
Everything already had[2369]
Sometimes all a girl needs is for a boy to hold her
And tell her that everything is going to be okay[2370]
Eat to live
Don't eat to live[2371]
Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
You can't always see
The pain someone feels[2372]
Anorexic beauty
Feather-weight perfection
Anorexic beauty
Underweight goddess[2373]
When I am queen
They will all see the patron saint of self injury
The glitter sores will heal themselves
I'll play the part of someone elseOkay... done for now. I'm gonna post some more tonight. Either poems or quotes.. maybe both, depends how much I stay on the computer.



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