Thursday, July 17, 2008

  • Quotes 2339 - 2373

    [2339]
    It's hard when people ask 'What's wrong?'
    And you don't have an answer
    Because the truth is, you don't know

    [2340]
    I understand now
    I know that I'm always that girl
    Never the girl
    Just that girl, the one that gets
    Used, hurt, lied to, betrayed, confused
    The one that boys go to when they need someone to hold onto
    The one that's never the girl
    I'm always second best
    Never have I been the one to make boys fall weak at the knees
    Drop everything because they love me so much
    Want nothing more than to be with me
    Be amazingly happy because they have me
    I'm the other girl and I'm getting used to it

    [2341]
    I'm sick of being dragged through the day
    I remember a time in my life
    When I used to wish the day would last forever
    Now all I want it to do is end
    Each day I hate myself a little more
    I remember when I was my friend

    [2342]
    She's a disaster
    She loses faith in herself everyday
    Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care
    No one understands her
    And people say things to put her down
    And no one even notices she might be breaking inside
    Or they never notice that maybe she need a hug from someone
    Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her
    Maybe that's all she needs

    [2343]
    She's the kind of girl you forget as soon as you meet
    She is the crust on the bread, every face you have ever forgotten
    She is the verse to that song on the radio
    The one you have to hum to because you can't remember the words
    Yep, she's that forgettable
    But broken hearts and backstabbing drama couldn't touch her
    She's far beyond that

    [2344]
    Sometimes someone can mean so much to you
    Not even the truth can change your mind

    [2345]
    Finally the day came when his name didn't make her smile

    [2346]
    And then I sat and cried
    It was the worst kind of sobbing
    The kind that hurts your chest
    And steals your breath
    And no one could hear me

    [2347]
    I'm heavily broken
    And I don't know what to do
    Can't you see that I'm choking
    And I can't even move?
    When there's nothing left to say
    What can you do?
    I'm heavily broken
    And there's nothing I can do

    [2348]
    Finally, she let go of her fake smile
    As the tears slowly ran down her face
    She whispered softly to herself
    'I don't wanna be me anymore'
    She straightens her hair
    Applies her make-up
    Smooths out her clothes
    And takes one last look in the mirror
    Just to see what a failure she is

    [2349]
    I like to pretend everything's alright
    Because when everybody else thinks that you're fine
    Sometimes you forget for a while that you're really not

    [2350]
    I'm tired of dreaming without falling asleep
    I am a ghost town and no one's visiting me
    I'm on the fast track to never existing at all
    It's like riding a plane, only hoping to fall

    [2351]
    After a while, you get sick of caring
    And you're too hurt to fight
    Sometimes no matter what you do
    Things won't be alright

    [2352]
    That night she laid in bed and cried
    'What did I ever do to deserve this pain?' she thought
    There's no way out
    Except for my best friend, the razor

    [2353]
    We are the dead ones
    We are the lost cause
    We are the bend before the break

    [2354]
    This is the last night I'm going to hurt like this
    After tonight, there will be no more pain
    No more me

    [2355]
    I can hide it to the world
    My friends, my loved ones, my family
    But I can't hide it from myself
    I'm not happy

    [2356]
    Mystery deep in the royal heart
    Crying at night, I want to be apart
    Prince, oh prince, are you really sincere?
    Bet you, one day you're going to disappear

    [2357]
    She's the type of girl that can be so hurt
    But still look at you and smile

    [2358]
    So I stand here in the rain
    Waiting for it to cleanse me
    Waiting for it to wash me away

    [2359]
    We all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for
    Whether it's real or not
    Healthy or destructive
    Tangible or false is irrelevant
    When you've got nothing to hang on to, deception can seem pretty inviting

    [2360]
    It's hard to live, laugh and love
    When all I want to do is die, cry and hate

    [2361]
    She was shaking from the pills
    And she dialled his number, and screamed out his name
    But he never answered and the next day she was dead
    Just another beautiful disaster
    And he could have saved her
    If only he had answered

    [2362]
    Her friends lie to her
    Her parents just don't care
    And you wonder why she loves her razor blade so much

    [2363]
    She skips breakfast
    Lies about eating lunch
    And throws up her dinner

    [2364]
    Someone phone the paramedics
    The girl's heart has been put to rest
    Pump her full of chemicals
    And pull out the electric pads
    Give her shots of medicine
    Do everything you can to save her life
    She's barely breathing

    [2365]
    You're almost dead
    You don't have a pulse
    And your pillow is red
    Your family hates you
    Your friends let you bleed
    Sleep tight with a knife
    'Cause it's all that you need
    Rockabye baby
    Broken and scarred
    You didn't know life would be this hard

    [2366]
    It's hard, holding back your tears
    But the second you start to feel them form in your eyes
    You just have to remind yourself
    That you promised you'd never let them see you cry

    [2367]
    And when they say it's all your fault
    Hold your head up high and don't let them break you

    [2368]
    And I've come to realise
    That I'm slowly losing everything
    It's hard to pretend that nothing has changed
    And when you know that deep inside
    Everything already had

    [2369]
    Sometimes all a girl needs is for a boy to hold her
    And tell her that everything is going to be okay

    [2370]
    Eat to live
    Don't eat to live

    [2371]
    Not all scars show
    Not all wounds heal
    You can't always see
    The pain someone feels

    [2372]
    Anorexic beauty
    Feather-weight perfection
    Anorexic beauty
    Underweight goddess

    [2373]
    When I am queen
    They will all see the patron saint of self injury
    The glitter sores will heal themselves
    I'll play the part of someone else

     

    Okay... done for now. I'm gonna post some more tonight. Either poems or quotes.. maybe both, depends how much I stay on the computer.

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