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NEW XANGA

hehe, didnt do too much today.. just sorta.. did nothing.. LOL.. haha went to work.. saw isabel.. talked to her for couple mins.. got back to work.. ha, good day :D

iuno, i felt like i really needed to thank some1 in my profile.. haha and the first person who came into mind was JAMES.. ok ok. I DONT LIKE HIM.. thass sooooooo 2-3 years ago.. when all the gurls were soooo obsessed with him. hahaha :D sigh

its good to know a guy like jaaaams. :D serious at times.. yet, weird :D hahah had alot of weird times together.. lol. 6 years of knowing james.. lol funny. yupyupyup..

lsitening to the song.. WHEN YOU BELIEVE-MARIAH CAREY.. haha isabel got me hooked to the song once again.. once again.. lol.. hahah :D

u ever had the feeling wen u were left out.. but u werent?..
i'm not sayin i feel like that right now.. but there's sooo many times i feel like that.. iuno why.. i just have that feelin in me.. sorta weird.. bc i can feel when i'm feeling left out when i'm not.. but i cant feel if i'm hanging out with the wrong group.. weird. haha but i think my friends are just PERFECT for me.. well not perfect perfect. but yah know what i mean. haha true friends :D
some reason my parents are sacred of me hanging out with guys.. blah, they dont trust me ne more.. haha n i'm still at a young age.. wait.. taht would make more sence.. haha iuno.. but my mom has wat-so-ever no trust in me.. LOL.. and my dad is just srota like w/e... hahah

oo mmmy gaah.. i just heard the greatest news.. haha if i go to HOUSTON PRAISE OUT. i can maybe prlly see ANTHONY OPPAH!! o my wow. i wana go i wanna go!! hahaha ne one wanna take me? :D hahaha hehe i just wanna go and get away from heeeeerrrrrreeeeeeeee :D  fasho!.. haah sungsooooooooo :D i love you!! hheeheh:D please? haahha it'll be our deal. instead of you buying me lunch/dinner. u can take me to houston. hahahaha :D

.. bored..

talkin to.. alice,teej,anthony.. anthony at the most.. haha alice and teej sorta got quiet. lol.

blah.

haha, its sunday.. 6 hours of sleep. oh what fun.. n jay might sleep over... and i have to give him a masage... :\ haha interesting.. :P
my family + janel.. hahaa we were watching a movie she brought... and there was like.. cute guys.. lol.. hahaha it was a disney musical i think... it's not cartoon.. but the guys looked sooo familiar.. haha weRd.

sigh, i can listen to this songg over and over.. first time - lil corey

ooh, nick n james went to cali!! :(.. booooo.. i'ma miss them.. haah who will i makes jokes with now?.. =P

still sorta tired.. i wish i can go to sleep.. but that aint happening.. haha i woke up at 7.. -.-;. i woke up and thought i was late.. which is why i cant go back to sleep.. lol boo. i'ma go for now.. see what i can doOo

sigh, so many things i wont learn.. ^_^..

church was.. ok? haha i was only ther for a bit.. and me isabel and gene are scared.. LOL.. dude.. we didnt even know.. and isabel should've seen her right?..thass sooo weird... LOL lol lol lol.. life goes on right? :D

ok... well i ahvent slept all day.. iuno what to do.. i cant go to sleep.. my eyes are totally opened.. and i didnt eat any thing yesterday.. something is definently wrong with me.. like i havent had a real decent meal in a long ass time.. or like.. i havent had all 3 meals in a day.. iuno.. haha maybe its true. maybe i am anorexic. :P haha

james n nick.. daym.. i'ma miss you guys when u go to cali.. man who am i gonna make nicknames for now, james?? eish.. haha well yah know ur business when u get to cali.. haha betz slap him :D daym forealz.. he got taller,skinnier, and cuter.. haha what happened to him? lol :D yeah but i hear he's still the 'annoying' alex... dont know if its true.. but yeah.. lol.. :D

what else.. jessica and josh, have a great trip

who else.. hahah

kuen gives me hugs.. whadda cool guy.. man.. i miss my NORMAL hugger.. MELANIE BRING THAT BROTHER OF URS BACK TO AUSTIN. lol.. the hugger business is gone without him! lol..
haha you know what i realized. our church isnt much of a hugging church.. lol.. hahaha like i mean.. gurls and gurl.. but gurls and guys.. iuno.. is it weird to hug a guy ,gurls?.. and same question for you namjahz. i've never seen a guy n a gurl hug.. and iuno.. its just weird i gues.. lol..

boy oh boy, when will i EVER see that david.. hahaah *houston, not hannah's borther david*... lol.. sigh..

i keep on making promises i cant keep.. isnt that weird?.. iuno.. haha is it normal? i keep on doing htat.. and i cant seem to stop.. well its a somewhat HABit..who knows.. lol

i stopped reading this book for awhile.. bc it got me confused.. it kept on sayin.. NO ONE CAN BE LIKE JESUS.. YET WE SHOULD TRY TO BE LIKE HIM.. ok i mean i got the point of that.. but the whole book is like another verision of the bible.. i read this chapter and it was about.. HOW TO BE ANGRY LIKE JESUS.. . ha, obviously.. we all have our ways of being mad. haha espesho me.. when i'm mad at some1.. i try my hardest to look past it.. but when it comes to my parents.. they tend to.. get the 'GR's' in me,..i punched the wall last time bc my mom got me a lil NUTS-O. and it made a lil dent.. i couldnt feel the pain bc all i felt was just pure anger.. which i didnt mind too much.. hehe

restricted to go to church activities...
o my gaaah.. i feel like i'm gonna die.. haha when i went to church today.. just for a lil bit...Choi jdsn was like "whoa amy! i havent seen u in a LOOONG time!!".. meaning.."wow amy. how come u havent been comming to friday meetings?".. haha many of you know.. simple 3 words.. i'm "grounded".. lol.. its not too shabby.. i mean i actually take showers now since i'm so bored.. lol.. once i got so bored. i got outa the shower.. and watched TV for like 40 mins.. and got back in the shower.. and literally SAT in the shower.. lol ^_^.. its just me... hehe just me
it was good to actually see jdsn's face with me having no emotion.. lol.. i was excited to see ISABEL.. bc i ahvent seen HER in years.. hehe ..
hahaha the weirdest thing happened at church

(aram jdsn walks in the church)
aram jdsn :: hey guys!
*refering to me isabel and gene who were sitting on the ground*
all of us :: hey
aram jdsn :: why are you guys sittin on the ground?
me ::.. i don tknow.. lol ^_^
aram jdsn :: so u guys want a cookiie?
 me and gene :: !!!!! oooo!!!!! what cookies?!?!?
-looks in bag-
me :: haha its ok
gene ::.. .. hmm..
aram jdsn :: well they'll be in jdsn's office

ha, wow she knows us well can we say? lol.. but we never went to get cookies.. i had to leave early..and yeah..

i met alice's COOL friend from CALIFORNIA! *wahoo!*.. hehe she's nice,funny,.. and nice. heheeh i didnt relaly get to know her know her.... :D

ok i'ma try to go to sleep now.. reminder..

its 6 AM

-eidit-.

more writting for me.. ^_^... sigh.. my stomach hurts.. and so very bOooOOoO!!! grr.. lol, aiyah. and also so tired..

i've never slept that late at my house.. goshness.. my head hurts.. and i had to wake up at 9.. bc my mom was yellin at me to get up.. bLAAAAH.. i could've actually ahve decent sleep..

JIAE unnie's mom said that.. if u eat like.. meat or beef late nite.. ur stomach hurts the next day.. and that theory is quite off to the side.. TRUE.. i ate chicken yesterday.. sigh.. >.<.. ha, prlly think.. chicken is chicken.. gah daym chicken is eviL.. :P sigh... this is gonna last for the whole day.. .and i'm at my mom's work right now.. oh what fun for me eh?

i'm gonna go for now.. nothing is on my mind but this stupid stomache.. :( latez