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I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE NINE INCH NAILS CONCERT!!!!! HAH AND I KNOW THIS IS GOING TO SOUND SO STUPID AND YOU'LL FIND YOURSELF SHOCKED AND IN AMAZEMENT - BUT THAT WAS MY 1ST CONCERT EVER!…
Well i am at my dearest mother's house - hah i left my grandparents house in search of something to do instead of wasting my life away doing nothing.... no luck yet.... im doing the same thing as before.... watching te…
i dont know what to make of life.... besides the fact that i HATE it!!!!! what is this world coming too?????? Below are some poems i have written in the past, some suicidal, others of loneliness. i would l…
LOSS OF FAITH im running through a field with god as my only shield running since the day i was born from the path of righteouness i was torn i can no longer sustain against this flourshing pain everything has …
DEATH im dieing yet im the only one left crying as the knife slips from my hand my body's become limp, no longer able to stand my life is slipping the blood keeps dripping i can no longer feel my limbs ever…
HIM the feelings i have for him are beyond recidition, when he holds me in his arms, i love the feeling of his body's warmth, the feel of his hands, so soft and tender, trying to understand, beginning to wonder. wonderi…
ALONE IN THE SHADOWS Alone in the shadows is where i'll be. Alone in the shadows is where you'll find me. Broken in two, broken by you. Empty inside, empty with no where to hide. i sit all alone, all by myself, h…
i dont have a title for this one... the rain outside beats down against the window pane as she sits gazing out the window watching the rain fall ever so softly on the ground. thinking back to the days when she was y…
Reflection A tears glides down her cheek, while i sit there and watch in my solum silence. She cries, and cries until there are no more tears left. the sadness in her face is so heartbreaking, all i can do is watch. the…
well i just got back from auditioning for that play thing. i think i did pretty well. there is this one character named Emily - that i really hope i get the part of. i really connected with the character, if you know wha…
sorry but i had to rid this xanga of all those past photos.... it brought back too many painful memories. after i posted those pictures - i sat and studied them awhile and thought about how much i've changed and grown a…