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National Day today, and Happy Birthday to Kashin! :D And even with Olympics 08 going on, I totally missed the opening and National Day's parade. Wow to me.
Hahaha and on impulse I'm shopping again! :x Olevels are not more than 3 months away and everyone's busy studying (I BET!!!) hahaha.
I had fun on Friday during school hours and after school! Netball interclass wasn't that bad in the end, haha. Then after school we went to Queens to find shoes (and found none we wanted), to Jurong Point (I slept my way through with Roanna kuku laughing at me!) to watch Money No Enough 2! Quite ridiculously funny! :) Met John there, hahaha. Afterwards we went Lot 1 (or rather, pulled there because of dear Feini) and shopped for her shoes (we managed to get Reebok ones :D) and then to Popular to get books. And when I brought up my courage to asked some stranger for a Popular Member Card it turned out that only ONE book out of four could have discount. Like what the shizzz. :/ Haha. Oh well at least there was some discount eh. :) My grandmother is still in hospital and I wish her well... I'm sure she'll be fine! Hope she's full asleep by now. Good night people toooooo! (: P.S. I almost stop using computer fully, which is scary.
P.P.S. I miss my overseas friends! :( | | |
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I shan't make any promises about being happy anymore, I find them useless. HAHA. Okay, maybe still I shall just feel content with whatever comes along. Maybe I'll slide down often, but I guess I'll climb up soon again. I think. Yeah. :)
With my friends and family around, I guess nothing will be impossible! And I hope my grandmother will come home safely. Seeing her lying in the hospital bed weakly wasn't very pleasant. But I was glad that when I reached for her hand she still had enough strength to squeeze me. It's a good sign, I hope. Yes, my grandma is a strong woman. :) And I totally missed SAJC open house.
!#$%^&*(#%&$ Sigh. There's BBQ tomorrow and I shall hop around to get my foooood.
*hop hop hop*
I hope my leg's getting better! | | |
| I miss 王子变青蛙。I think it gives me joy, even if it is instantaneous kind. It doesn't matter. GAH. So is it me, or is the world filled with problems?
So is it me, or is the world feeling down? I realised we never talked anymore. Rollercoaster rides are fun, you know. But I get tired after being on it for so long.
Going up, up, up, and then down, down, down, but I don't seem to stop going down. I keep falling. I keep screaming, and maybe one a while, it goes up again, and unfortunately, the next second I fall. Ouch. :C So is it me, or are people in general spiteful towards each other?
So is it me, or are you being angry and unforgiving for such minute matters? Do you even give a true smile anymore? Feini told me that when someone is cremated and it is raining, it is a good sign because it shows that God is touched, too. I guess I'll be better. I should stop dwelling on it and move onwards. She's still around, and giving her bubbly smiles. :) If anyone, just someone will give me a smile everyday. From Laozhabor.bs.com
How come we have tears?
Tears flow from our eyes when we cry because they contain chemicals and hormones produced by our bodies.
When we become upset, our brains and bodies overreact and work overtime by producing chemicals and hormones.
Crying helps eliminate these extra chemicals that we don't need.
The chemicals and hormones disappear from our body through the form of tears. As our tears flow, they sooth our sadness or distress by withdrawing these chemical agents.
That is why many people feel calmer or more refreshed after crying - because the tears get rid of these hormones that are produced when we are sad, happy, or distressed.
So, if you're sad and distressed, please cry your heart out. You'll feel better. So is it me, or is it you? 85 Days. :C
I still want to play. | | |
| Now when I see everyone around me, I'm scared I'll lose them the next.
I think it came as a shock to everyone when received the news. Then next came the emotions. Perhaps we took things too granted. Not anymore, I guess.
I never knew I could hurt like this There's so many 'if's I could speak of now. But then again, these illusions will only be illusions, and nothing more. Nothing real. It's hard to accept that you are gone forever. Perhaps she's meeting the five people in heaven right now, to accept what she is now. And the people who knew her are also trying their best to lead their lives again, maybe. I guess everyone there grieved for her. Everyone didn't bear to see her go, but she had to. Her calling came... So sudden and terrifying. It feels like you gone too soon Stay happy okay?
Be strong all right?
And thank you for stepping into my life, even though it was only a short period, it meant a lot. You made me feel life's optimism and bravery.
I saw life and death. I learnt another lesson in life. I understood that one has to go when they are supposed to go, however unpredictable. There's so much left to say
If you were with me today face to face And I'll remember you forever, you with your pretty hair, your cheerful smile, your gleeful laughter, all the happy memories we shared... I'm sure everyone feels that way. Smile like you always had, senior.
We'll miss you, even when life has to go on. Lift your head to the sky
'cause we will never say bye | | |
| Wynners' concert 2008 wasn't that bad. It was pretty nice, you know. I never expect myself to enjoy. Although most of the songs were oldies or in Cantonese, I found four songs that I could sing along to or find it familiar (Yes, pathetic, I know). Kenny B. brought his cute 4 year old daughter! Kenny B. says she's 3, turning 4 today, though. She can sing 只要你过得比我好 you know! Super cute. Too bad I was sitting too far away to see anything clearly, unless if you count the screen. I think I would be damned if I actually didn't watch. Saturday (before Wynners') Feini and I made Choco Flake for Roanna! Totally failed the first time (okay, my fault! :C) but then the second time it was delicious! The chocolate was expensive though :( But at least it was nice haha. We shopped at Daiso and didn't study anything though we had ought to. Oops. Sunday Woken up by brother (again! :C) and went to dog training. Became the pao tui and had to go and buy breakfast. Went home and out again for badminton, leaving me exhausted and feeling very, very fatigue. :( Studies left undone! Feeling bad and fat. Byebye C: Time to go on diet HAHA. | | |
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