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oh and happy easter =D 

faith is not something that i grasp * its something that i fake.

wow. dude. yesterday kicked ass. i wanna go to columbia! lol. Okay, from the beggining *deep breaths* ... For tech class, a group of students [including myself] went to Columbia university to do a bunch of experiments and get a tour, and basically to miss school for a day. The bad part was having to be at school at 7:30, but the bus ride there was mucho funniness. I was sitting backwards next to Kendra, we were talking to Mike r and David. Once we got in the city we were talking about all the stuff going by and theres this sign `happy kids, cuts&more` ... mike and kendra didnt get it, they thought it was like cutting, not hair cuts. Wow they are funny kids. they were all like `i didnt know they could do that FOR you` `they encourage this` `why are the kids 'happy'?` lololol. Then there was a sign that said something about `unisex` and Mike was in a blonde phase and goes `un-i-sex is that like gender changes?` ... woooooah. Lol. Once we got there we stttttiill had mucho funness, not doing anything educational of coarse. The guys did rocky impressions up the stairs where above us were nets of dead pigeons *eww*. When we split up into groups me, kendra, dave and bob were in one group with some other people *yay*. We went to the science wing *blah blah blah* when we were on the tour, in the library, me&kendra just look at each other because we saw this reeally hot guy. omg. lol. So we started counting. We only got 9 guys [we didnt count the cafeteria guys tho] lol...so we made mike our 10th. I also saw *5 softball players*. But no Julia Styles. =( ... OMG though, the boys were looking at this newspaper thing that was in like a stack for people to take by the cafeteria, and they found like 5 pages of PORN . hard porn too, lmao. They were having a field day, stupid boys with too many hormones. On the bus ride home we had much fun too, damn i love those people! me and kendra are gonna hang out soon too =D hehe. She sat with us at lunch today too. YaY!

welL my [long] weekend should be some pretty kick ass stuff. lets see...

today [thursday] : Softball game - joel's for ice cream after - jade's hosue to sleepover w/the 3

friday : mall with pples to go shopping & see my partz - Maybe town with school pples ... or jade's house to party - The 3 sleeping either here or morgan's

saturday : softball game - Morgan's friend's Bat Mitzah - morgan's house to sleepover

sunday : barn? - Easter stuff with the family =/ - homework

P.S - i got new cds: alkaline trio - goddamit ... thrice - illusion of saftey & - Incubus - a crow left of the murder... all rock my socks

Currently Playing The Illusion of Safety By Thrice see related

prepare youselfs ... its gonna be a long one once again

firstly, im currently on the phone with jade, goodness gracious this girl rocks my socks [[side note: jade says hello earthlings]]

well, lets start from the begginning of my craziness weekend, that would be friday night when i went to morgan's with jade&morgan. I was sick all day, but they feel so much better. <3. Okay let me explain, morgans has this kick ass garage, and we are turning it into our hangout [sidenote: jade must leave now but she will give more sidenotes later]. So we snuck the couch from her basement into her garage, on our own little secret mission. mw`ha`ha funness. They had chinese food and i played with morgan's skateboard [[im getting my own AFTER season starts, stupid parents]]. I had to go, but jade was sleeping over, i had to get up at 6 for dance.

which takes me to saturday...early saturday, when i had to get up for *STaRBouND* dance competition. Which was definatly worth it...more then i can say. Rhythm came out as the big winner, getting a high gold [equivilent to a platnium at this competition] and 5th high score overall [out of 70 numbers!], all of our others also kicked ass, and im so proud of my Y dance girls. Right after that i raaan to my p2p meeting, where i showed up in full stage makeup [ i got a couple of odd looks ] and got there to find out that the Senator had bailed on us, so much for running off stage and bolting there. I talked to people though, which was cool, ate some food and helpo cleaned up...then ran back for awards. RIGHT after awards i ran home to get some lunch and some rest before my cameos season opener. Man, at first i was soo nervous. I pitched okay, we won and all. At first i didnt think morgan and jade were coming, like they promised. But they showed up just as i came back in to finish off the game. I was so happy to hear `onions` being yelled from the dug out, and to see my fellow cameos, man i love last year's team. Anywayz, afterwards i went home to change then went to jade's house...where me, her, morgan, and her brother jamie ... rocked the house. Lol. we were dancing like crazy and being the fools we are. hehe. Jamie drove us to morgan's hosue to spend the night, in the car we blasted the music and opened the windows [[me and jade did dog impressions...woof woof]]. At morgan's we had the house to ourselves, for quite a while, but we were dorks and watched movies [[two very good movies, grind&jackass]] before running to bed thinking mommy was home. Which she wasnt. But we all snuck up to her loft WITH the dog [[fyi, her loft is about the size of a single twin bed]] where we later slept. When mommy finally did come home, we yelled to her, but she didnt anwser, so me being the freak i am got scared and yelled [[if ur a rapist we have a cell phone and we're not afraid to call 911, which i had already typed in]]. She of coarse was not a rapist, and made us go to sleep, for it was kinda late by then...we stayed up and did the best friend thing, while making some calls. [[oh before the whole mommy scare, we called keith and we were asking him all invasive questions, it was fun. I love that kid]]. in the morning me&jade were left in the empty house once again, while morgan&mother went to the barn in the early hours of the morning. When they got home they brought food, so we loved them, and then i had to leave a bit later.

Sunday -- started off at morgan's where i went home ate&slept ... then off to my robin's game. not much to say, we won. The ridgewood team was awsome, but we beat them by about 3. We did good. blah blah blah.

im now here, arguing with keith about myself's looks. and hey! chris isnt going to bosco. how cool. =D

Currently Playing The Wall (Deluxe Packaging Digitally Remastered) By Pink Floyd see related

get ready for a long one boys & girls.

first of all, i'm home sick, once again, i feel like shit =( and i think i might just be really sick again * [if u know what i mean *hint hint*]. Oh well, this weekend is going to be hell between everything i have AND makeup homework, with me being sick on top of it all. I hope i can pull through for my rhythm girls, and help them get the platnuim we all want, instead of fucking up and getting us something lower. I also hope i can pull through and pitch a miraculous first game for the cameos, cause i know they are relying on me, and i know this is my one chance to prove myself this year. If only i wasnt so goddamn sick. fuck.

Anyway, lets reminise about the good times now * since everything is kinda falling apart. Monday night -- Tuesday morning was a crazy time with my melon. Well, after school i went to jade's to borrow a skirt for the french field trip, and we were talking and everything, so she decided to come to my pitching lesson and chill with me for a while. Oh and somewhere in between that we got married. Lol. I was telling her about what danielle told me about the Ordain thing, so we got married, lol. We went to in the swing&a romantic dinner at Spruce Street with my parents for our honeymoon. Lol. Anywayz, after totally screwing up my lesson...we went to dinner at Spruce Street. We had great food, and then awsome desserts. Lol. We shared a bunch, including a Lemon-Icee thing that was in a hollowed out lemon. Well it turns out you can hear the ocean from a lemon. Damn we are psychopaths. Anyway. Afterwards we were joking around about how itd be cool to have a sleepover, since even though ti was a school day, it was only a field trip, and there was no reason we couldnt have a sleepover. So miraculously jade's parents said it was okay, so i came over and we had a sleepover, on a monday night. Wow. CooLnesS. Of coarse the promise of a good nite's sleep was broken, and we stayed up talking to her brother jamie about nothing and everything. Man i love that girl. Lol

Tuesday I was more then tired, but the field trip woke me up...damn it was fun. *Memorable* too. We scrambled to find a table once we were there, and it ended up being Jade c, Morgan, Kendra, Jade h, Mike Ryan, Carisse, Sami, Jen, and Michelle. THE SEVEN REUNITED! =D those girls really made me miss the old days, when ti was 7 forever. I really regret some of the things that happened in 7th grade, the year of the seven. I've been regretting a lot of things lately, but i must say, i just have to move on...okay, SOOO the trip kicked ass. We waited forever for our food, joking around and laughing about old times. We toasted the seven and made sure that we all did something soon together. Kendra, too, of caorse rocks my socks, and im oh-so-glad we became friends this year. Anywayz, so the food sucked. But our table of fools made it worth it. We decided that we were all going to eat our chocolate mousse with out our forks, spoons, knives, whatever...and put them all in the middle. Those who used them were to be shunned. Lol. So we ate it with our fingers and tongues. Which ended up being a food fight, which we surprisingly did not get caught doing, even though we were like in the middle of the room. Lol. We also played telephone for like an hour, although sounding childish, kicked major ass. We had great conversations and some kick ass fun. <3333 love to you all. Can't wait to hang out again. xOx

Ever since then i've been really sick. =( shit happens i guess, but i dont feel like trying to make things better right now ... i guess i'll wait till i can breathe normally again. 

Currently Playing Goddamnit! By The Alkaline Trio Trouble Breathing see related