Okay, wow am I ever confused about my love life. I mean woah, its just way out there.
See, there is this one guy, he is kinda older than I am.. but I have
really strong feelings for him. I know I cannot act on them.. and alot
of people we know say that they could never see him with anyone.
Sometimes, I dont think I could see him with anyone either.. but then
other times I am with him, and we are talking and its just the most
amazing feeling ever. Its just.. no one ever sees it.. because it has
to be just the two of us alone.. and him and I talk about EVERYTHING!
He's really awesome and an amazing Christian.. and its not so much the
age factor.. its more the weird factor. I mean he's always saying "Make
war.. not love." I am so confused and I've been praying about it so
much.. I suppose its time to just lift it up to God and let go. He has
heard my prayers, and I'm sure he'll solve everything.
Then.. there is this guy from Charlotte named Matt. He is an amazing
person, and a HUGE flirt. He flirts with me so much.. but I flirt right
back
. I talk to him, and he told me that
he isnt sure how he feels about me, but there is a really good
possibility that he'll ask me out.
I am so friggen confused as to what to do.. and how I can even feel like this. I mean, things are just so confusing.
Anyways, on a lighter note. My trip to Florida has been wonderful ^_^ but I go home soon :(
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I'm so glad I found your xanga. I don't know why I have one...my friends who do have pages set up never update them or anything, and I don't put anything up cept random stories. I like making the page layouts though...and I feel like my page looks pretty cool. I like your avatar of the mouse looking critter. Is that a pet you used to own? It's cute but it looks like it would bite *twitches*.
@SlayTheDragon - The Matt in that message isn't the Matt you're thinking about, its a Matt from high school. See 2006. . . didn't know Matt then. Or you, or Jarrad.