| | Its been way too long.
i'm sorry.
well even though it was only november last time i updated, i've changed so much.
i'm not really liking the direction im going either. =/
still no boyfriend.
every guy that i've "talked" to just plays me & then leaves me.
i hate it so goddamn much!
well all you care about are some quotes...
so here you go!
   
I can't continue to pretend I didn't hear
the hesitation your words left behind.
I will never regret you or say that I wish I'd never met you, because once upon a time you were exactly what I needed.
And maybe it's true, I'm falling on you.
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too.
So maybe I'm wrong, it's all in my head;
maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said
-jaysean, maybe.
If life was supposed to be easy I wouldn't be
sitting here trying to figure out ways to
get you to fall in love with me.
You don't have to be perfect to let somebody love you the way you wanted to be loved. Always remember that being simple is the most perfect way to make someone fall in love with you.
People say that love is blind, but I don't think so. I say that we ourselves are blind, by fooling ourselves into thinking that someone is the one, when it is quite obvious they're not. If it was meant to be, it would show right away.
You were that breath of fresh air in my life,
& maybe that's why I'm finding it so hard to breath now.
his kiss spoke of all the passion I had coursing through every one of my veins, & about how my heart, which was pounding so incredibly fast at the moment, was pounding for him. It spoke of my addiction to his touch, to his kisses, to the way he made me feel. And last, but not least, it spoke of how in love with him I was, which was so head over heels in love that there was no way I was ever going to fall out of it.
Hidden behind a camera,
taking a picture of the guy she was
supposed to be in the picture with </3
Best friends understand when you say "forget it,"
wait forever when you say "just a minute,"
stay when you say "leave me alone,"
& open the door before you can even say "come in."
We did not change as we grew older;
we just became more clearly ourselves.
one of my favorite songs...
I miss the way that we were so crazy about each other, two teenagers
madly in love. Sometimes I wish I could tell you everything, make
everything alright.
I know you still love me but there's
something jaded about the way you look at me now. And there's something
in our conversations that keeps us from saying everything that we'd
like to. I don't know if it'll ever get that good again, and I'm afraid
to let go of this. I'm afraid of starting something new, because what
if it's never the same? what if you were the best one for me?
If
I could meet you again for the first time, what would I say? Knowing
you'd become my first love in the future and we'd date for almost two
years and become glue and somewhere down the line...we didn't stick
anymore...
There will come a day, when you lay your head on a
guys chest and you realize that his heartbeat doesn't match yours. Our
love was so strong that we felt each others love from being 3,000 miles
away from each other.
I will love you until I can say no more...
You
hung the stars in the sky, what makes you think that you can not love
me again? I just wish for you to come back. To realize that you are
happy with me. That we can be happy again. You may say you don't love
me anymore but I know deep down you do.
If you just give me a
call, if you just listen to what I have to say then maybe we can be
together again. Maybe we could be that couple that nobody could stop
the love coming from each others hearts. I find it impossible to get
through to you but for some reason after a year I'm still fighting for
it. Still fighting for that phone call from you.
To hear your
voice on the other end. To know that I'm happy again. I just wish you
knew how much I miss you. How much time I spend thinking about you. How
much time I put in my day to think of things to do to get you back...
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| | Posted 7/8/2008 9:47 PM - 107 views - 4 comments
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