I haven't updated since the last entry. Things went smoothly as planned. My dad's bypass put me in shock but the outcome was really good.His heart is as good as new. For the unconditional love and support from the family and relatives thank you so much for making it easier and also to the staff and team of AHMC. (Cardiologist...Dr. Barril, Dr. Garcia, Dr. Lim, Dr. Talavera...I'm forgetting one doctor!).

Lost time cannot be replaced. I've got to push myself harder to get my feet back on track.

 I've got the best birthday gift in my life and that is to see my dad recovering. That's all I want.

I miss everyone! I miss school! waking up early in the morning... yes.. I miss it all!

I miss you so much!

but I'll be back... maybe less than a week... hopefully..

17 days.. whee 1 year!

The truth behind every lie...

....I feel depressed for my brother, last night he found out that his "son" is not his real son. His gf was cheating on him for some time and she didn't tell anyone that the father of her baby was her co-worker... ahhh bullshit..fuckin' whore!  she even had the nerve to tell my brother to leave her alone.. wtf?????????? it's so messed up...but I know my brother's ready for this kind of situation..even before he went out with her... he doesn't give a damn about the money he's been sending to her (a lot of cash involved here)....well he does but it's not the main issue...  

bitter..truth.................. be strong bro! I know there'll  be other girls..for you ahahha....

as for her..... karma...

Happy because...

Jean gave birth last Saturday..to a baby girl... I saw the pic's on Teneal's digi cam..aww she looked really cute...  6 lbs (19 inches???) ..like mother like daughter? (cute).. I want to visit her! (carry those gigantic balloons nah! she's scared of balloons.. latex?? hmmm lol)...I need to get her something when she comes back to school.......

Upset..in so many ways..

I am starting to lose my patience.....................it's thin right now..  no one... has ever seen me MAD....... believe me.......it's worse than the silence I give..... 

shit....