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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
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Internal Conflict.
What am I supposed to do?
Is this really worth fighting for?
is this worth losing my relationship to my sister?
to my mother?
losing my friends?
or is it even like that?
And I'm top of that I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
Life right now feels like an inescapable hole.. rotting from the inside.
I'm tearing my self apart because eternal forces are trying to find its way in.. trying to force my body in one direction, yet it continues to make my body collapse even further
For once I need to find out what.. I want.
Monday, September 29, 2008
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I guess I'll have to be stronger.
Stronger than ever before.
Because things never get easier.
And I'm going to have to work harder than ever. and get through this.
I HAVE to be positive.
it is the only way.
i can do this. -
FUUUUCK THIS.
I don't want to talk to either of you.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
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Damn it, God, why are you making him suffer like this?
Why is ANYONE letting him suffer like this?
How many times do I have to say that he doesn't DESERVE IT.
He deserves to drink pepsi when he wants to.
He deserves to see beyond the world and take a photograph of it.
I hate it so much.
And I have to be strong. We'll make it through. He'll be okay. He'll live til he's 78.
Monday, September 01, 2008
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Today didn't turn out so bad.
But still.
Sometimes I just want to fade away
and not think about anything.
I just want to go away for awhile.
xxxevilbunnyxxx
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