| 前途憂慮症...去定留...
依家好似唔到我選擇...
以前好多野都好似係我決定左就有信心做到...
但係今次好似有好多阻礙甘...
由一心諗住今年走...
依家就拖到下年...
仲要好depends個scholarship會唔會俾我...
冇左個scholarship我都唔知點好...
好多野又要從頭plan過...
重新要搵詔份design工...
重新儲錢...
又要重新set過另一個理想...
未交已經對自己冇咩信心...
究竟點先可以做到最好呢? |
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| 愛的代價...尋日我真係好有愛心...
因為明明自己怕痛...
都心血來潮落街去左捐血...
第一次就俾左450cc既愛心俾人...
之後可能佢地覺得我太有愛心...
竟然送左一份好大既禮物俾我...
係隻手上面腫到好似有個乒乓波甘...
唔通佢地想我一齊迎奧運?
雖然一心想幫下人...
不過真係好很痛... |
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| 出糧日...今日第一次出全職既糧...
5月只係番左半個月...
所以人工得一半...
唔係高薪...
唔好叫我請食飯...
公司d同事都好nice...
我老板對我都好好...
雖然我有時都幾大頭蝦...
間中會記錯或記少左野...
不過佢都冇鬧過我...
相反仲好有心機教我...
所以雖然人工低...
我都好開心同佢地一齊做野... |
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| 陌生人...聽日開始番工...
本來諗住尋晚去beijing玩番晚...
點知阿哥話尋晚唔好玩叫我唔好去...
甘之後同kinki,eva,benny同kinki兩個friend,阿樹同阿仁去飲野...
陪kinki同eva食完飯諗住去個時...
竟然俾我見到佢係sogo等人...
明明見到面都當唔識...
好呀...
佢當唔識我亦唔需要識佢...
我唔知佢等邊個...
女朋友都唔定...
不過都已經唔關我事...
因為佢都當我係陌生人la...
我真係唔係好明點解要俾我尋晚見到佢...
我明明尋晚係好開心既...
見完佢之後個心就"拿"住"拿"住...
之後去飲酒跟本就係亂黎...
係甘喪追酒飲...
搞到我番屋企喪嘔...
(lam lam唔好鬧我...我真係心情唔好jar..)
成晚都訓唔著...
依家仲係好想湯...
個胃搞下搞下甘...
個頭又痛...
好辛苦...
真係唔知點解自己要甘對自己...
為左一個唔值得既人而傷害自己...
我真係好傻...
聽日番工la...
better to have a new start and forget everything happen between us...
but am i really strong enough?
i don't really know...
can someone helps...
i don't wanna care about him anymore... |
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| 我要守行為...繼星期三同左阿may落beijing...
尋晚又落去左tribeca玩...
我明知自己唔係好飲得...
但唔飲番兩三杯又high唔到去dance...
所以尋晚都唔溝酒飲...
好專一甘只係飲vodka...
都唔知飲左4,5杯到...
開始有d wing wing地就去dance la...
點知查牌又搞左好耐...
休息左陣想叫杯水飲下...
佢冇水得soda water都照殺...
d氣真係頂到我想死...
4點差唔多完場就走...
同幾個人搭的番將軍澳...
點知有人住景林要走個條死人山路...
轉來轉去真係想死...
一落車上到屋企平台終於頂唔順喪嘔...
番到去沖涼又再黎過...
總之成晚就係甘嘔...
完全想死...
仲要俾lam鬧...
不過我明白你緊張我jek...
總之我應承你...
我今個月戒蒲戒酒...
直至做完個fyp為止... |
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